GILDED SOLITUDE

A gilded cage, another year, the phantom echoes, none draw near. Champagne's sharp scent, a hollow grace, reflects the lines upon my face.

Silk ribbons bind a frosted cake, each candle's flame, a heart's cold ache. The whispered songs, a phantom choir, ignite a soul's internal fire.

A tapestry of moments past, where joy and laughter could not last. The gilded cards, a cruel facade, concealing where true warmth has flawed.

The crystal glass, a lonely gleam, a silent toast, a broken dream. The velvet drapes, a somber hue, where solitude's dark shadows grew.

A whispered wish, a silent plea, for company, just once, for me. The night descends, a starless void, where birthday's hollow joy's destroyed.

SCREENS AND SILENCE

The fire's glow, a whispered tale, now flickers on a plastic veil. A hand that held, now swipes and taps, lost in digital, coded traps.

The rustling leaves, a gentle breeze, are drowned by tiny, buzzing pleas. A shared glance, a knowing smile, replaced by pixels, mile on mile.

The scent of rain, the earth's soft sigh, unheard beneath a digital sky. We chase the fleeting, virtual grace, and lose the real, in time and space.

Creator

 

THE ENERGY OF I

From stardust spun, a slowed and vibrant hum, all matter's dance, where energies become. One mind we share, a cosmic, dreaming sea, experiencing self, eternally.

No final breath, no darkness to embrace, but waking dreams, in time and shifting space. A life we weave, with thoughts and visions bright, our own creation, in the endless light.

Just Say NO!

This is why you shouldn't do drugs, it could possibly have you out there at 4:00 in the fucking morning like some crazy evangelist, God blessing America like this crazy bitch this morning.

Assolutamente

Non lasciare che le aspettative e le opinioni degli altri influenzino le tue decisioni. È la tua vita, non la loro. Fai ciò che più ti interessa; fai ciò che ti fa sentire vivo e felice. Non lasciare che le aspettative e le idee degli altri limitino chi sei. Se lasci che gli altri ti dicano chi sei, stai vivendo la loro realtà, non la tua. C'è di più nella vita che compiacere le persone. C'è molto di più nella vita che seguire il percorso prescritto dagli altri. C'è molto di più nella vita di ciò che stai vivendo in questo momento. Devi decidere chi sei per te stesso. Diventa un essere completo. Avventura.

Soap Opera History (IDK Why!)

REST IN TV HISTORY PEACE:

Guiding Light (72 years)

Network: CBS

Started: 1952 (It began as a radio show in 1937)

Ended: September 18, 2009

As The World Turns (54 years)

Network: CBS

Started: April 2, 1956

Ended: September 17, 2010

 

One Life To Live (44 years)

Network: ABC

Started: July 15, 1968

Ended: January 13, 2012

All My Children (41 years)

Network: ABC

Started: January 5, 1970

Ended: September 23, 2011

STILL GOING:

General Hospital (62 years)

Network: ABC

Started: April 1, 1963

The Young And The Restless (52 years)

Network: CBS

Started: March 26, 1973

The Bold And The Beautiful (38 years)

Network: CBS

Started: March 23, 1987

DESOLATE EXISTENCE

Cracked phone screen, a spiderweb of light, another empty room, another endless night. Band tee stretched thin, a faded, worn-out gray, like the colors of my world, slowly fading away.

Guitar strings hum, a low and mournful drone, a melody of silence, in this house I call my own. Black converse scuffed, a testament to miles, walked alone in shadows, hiding broken smiles.

Rain streaks the window, a blurry, gray cascade, mirroring the tears, that I've long since learned to trade. For hollow echoes, in this concrete, empty shell, where loneliness resides, a story I know too well.

Hoodie pulled tight, against the bitter chill, a desperate attempt, to make this emptiness stand still. But the silence screams, a deafening, hollow sound, in this desolate existence, where I'm forever bound.

6 Faggots

Fate vs Destiny

FATE:

Fate refers to a predetermined course of events that are beyond an individual's control. It implies a sense of inevitability, as if the outcome is already set in motion and cannot be changed. Fate is often associated with a sense of resignation or powerlessness. A random or arbitrary sequence of events. Resignation. A lack of control.

DESTINY:

Destiny, on the other hand, implies a sense of purpose or direction that is unique to an individual. It suggests that a person has a specific role or path to follow in life, and that they have the power to shape their own destiny through their choices and actions. Destiny is often associated with a sense of hope, purpose, and personal responsibility. Power to shape own path. Purpose, direction. Choice.

I Believe 👏👏

 

Home Sweet Home (Milroy, PA)

KENSINGTON LAMENT

Cracked asphalt veins, where shadows creep, A symphony of sirens, secrets they keep. Brick facades, with hollowed, vacant eyes, reflecting stories that the daylight denies.

Needle's glint, in gutters stained and worn, a fragile truce, 'til another day is born. Whispers of "fix," a phantom's desperate plea, lost in the haze, where hope can't break free.

Shattered dreams, like fragments on the ground, where innocence is lost, and solace can't be found. A mother's tear, a father's empty stare, echoes of promises, lost in the stagnant air.

Yet, in the rubble, a flicker starts to glow, a strength that rises, from seeds that someone sow. For even in darkness, a spirit will ignite, and find its way, toward a fragile, hopeful light.

Horror

Expectations

Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality, not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than Following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure.

Saint Upid

AI Apps

What's up with all these ads on social media and everywhere else about AI programs that allow you to hug or kiss your crush, or Photoshop your look? Why can't people just be happy with how they are? To me, that hug app and kiss app are stalker apps. What if we focused on embracing our authentic selves and celebrating individuality, rather than relying on AI programs to alter our appearances or simulate physical connections? Can we shift our mindset to appreciate and love ourselves just the way we are?

New Project

What we have here is the beginning of me building my sixth laptop from scratch only this one is going to be a little more powerful. Dual Intel processors, six storage memory slots, tri-hard drive equaling 820 GB of memory for phantom situations (dark web exploration) duel Wi-Fi with a rotating IP address. DVD player and a few other things. I'm going to hook it up it'll take me a few days but looking forward to it, I finally got all the components that I need as well as extra ones that I'm going to be soldering to the motherboard for enhanced purposes I got to find the other coolant fan but I might have dual coolant fans going. It's a hobby.

Existentialism

Is a philosophical movement emphasizing individual freedom, choice, and responsibility. Key tenets include:

1. Existence precedes essence: Humans exist first, then develop their own essence.

2. Freedom and choice: Individuals have complete freedom to choose their actions.

3. Responsibility: Choices come with inherent responsibility.

4. Subjectivity: Truth and meaning are subjective, personal experiences.

5. Uncertainty and ambiguity: Life's meaning is unclear, leaving room for interpretation.

6. Authenticity: Embracing genuine experiences, emotions, and thoughts.

7. Individuation: Developing one's unique identity.

Kills

Laziness kills Ambition 

Ambition kills Laziness 

Anger kills Wisdom 

Wisdom kills Anger

Fear kills Dreams

Dreams kills Fear

Ego kills Growth

Growth kills Ego

Jealousy kills Peace

Peace kills Jealousy 

Doubt kills Confidence 

Confidence kills Doubt

True Friendship

It is said that one should keep one's allies within view and one's enemies within reach. 

One must be able to read an ally's strengths, so as to determine how best to use him. One must similarly be able to read an enemy's weaknesses, so as to determine how best to defeat him.

But what of friends? There is no accepted answer; perhaps because true friendship is so exceedingly rare. A friend need not be kept either within sight or within reach. A friend must be allowed the freedom to find and follow their own path.

If one is fortunate, those paths will for a time join. But if the paths separate, it is comforting to know that a friend still graces the universe with his skills, his viewpoint, and is presence. For if one is remembered by a friend, one is never truly gone.