Deftones - Change

YEAR IN REVIEW

2011

What an unbelievably hard and surreal year it has been for one DMD. Started off on the absolute worse of circumstances when on December 31, 2010 my mother was taken away when she died in her sleep. It has left a gaping hole in my heart that can and never will be filled. That blow was soon accompanied by my father being arrested literally 2 weeks after and sentenced to 2 years in prison upstate. Which subsequently broke my immediate family apart after a short but morbid reconciliation due to a bunch of BS. Then yet another situation is presented when my eldest sister is diagnosed with breast cancer a week after my father is arrested. Then comes the beginning of February, historically a shitty month for me over the last 6 to 7 years where I been shot, stabbed and vilified what happens now I’m arrested and within 2 weeks am extradited to Florida where I am to spend a little less then 2 months in. Only good thing that came out of that whole bullshit is that I got to spend a night with my pop in CFCF before he was shipped upstate and I was bounced around between HOC, DC back to HOC then to PICC then to Florida on a 3 day transport in the back off a Florida Marshall’s vehicle handcuffed where I couldn’t get a wink of sleep, with 9 other people on a thing that is only really designed for say 6 people oh and the vehicle almost crashed twice, we got pulled over twice and one of the inmates died during transport and I had to answer questions in some backwards ass hick town in the south where the jails cells look like something out of a cheesy ass wannabe crime flick. Only thing that went in my favor was the fact I did get out when I thought I was completely fucked for at least 5years but of course being the theme of 2011 nothing comes easy, had to walk 22 miles in the Florida Sun in order to catch a bus to come home, which I almost missed. & this is only the first 4 months of the year. What else has this year brought? Oh yeah sister was in a car accident that affected her short term memory, my niece went missing for a bit freaking us all out, lost a job (both due to my own stupidity) for 4 and a half months ate nothing but oat meal, ramien noodle soups and drank water (like I was earlier in the year when I was in jail) cause the insurance companies were jerking and still pretty much are jerking us off about the 401K and life insurance. Couldn’t find a job due to the economy and the second depression (not recession) but at least we have the retirement fund (which that was a mission in obtaining) or we be fucked and I was on the brink of doing dirt again, hardcore, I don’t care if I go to jail for the rest of my life dirt. Been secluded (self imposed) so as far as 2011 goes go fuck yourself! Never again please no one deserves the shit I and my family had to deal with this year. 

FOR U MOMMY

MOM-98 Drawing

Beavis & Butthead - Metallica

Beavis & Butthead - Iron Man

Trying to get this monkey of me back!!

GOT'S TO LOVE HOOKERS

X-MAS 2011

Buon Natale

Beavis & Butthead - Ball Breakers

Beavis & Butthead - Couch Fishing

Beavis & Butthead - Way Down Mexico Way

12/23/11

I'mma kick back and watch some classic holiday movies like Miracle of 69 Street, JingleBalls, Frosty The Blowman, Rudolph The Red Knobbed Reindeer, Ebenezer Splooge, pure pure classics!!

11/22/11

Went to see my mom's grave yesterday and I broke down. It has almost been a full year and it's hard without you here being that this is your favorite time and I still am in shock that my mommy is gone. I LOVE YOU so much and miss you. 

The Agreement

Remembering........

I was just thinking bout my mom and what I use to do when I was younger around XMas and figured I'd share....I use to always ask for like 3-4 new video games for XMas every year and I remember always un-wrapping one of my games before XMas, package still intact and take an old game of mine and put it in it's place so it still looked like I got 3-4 new games....it got harder to do when I start asking for DVD's though lol...how I miss them days....mom I love and miss you so much!

Johnny Cash - HURT

Avalyn

DMD

Cello

WOW DOES DMD LOVES WHORES

This ALWAYS Makes DMD Laugh!

SANTA.....

Dear Santa,

 I just wanted to let you know that this year I have been and will continue to be EXtremely naughty, I have been more naughty this year then any other year you fat judgmental prick.

 Sincerely,

TRUTH!!

Cocaine Toothache

SEIG DMD!

Collide - Wings of Steel

XxX

3AM

DMD

AMANDA LEE FREUND

Thinking bout ya recently for some reason and came across this vid lol remember this? Guess I kind of miss you a little bit and don't know why!!

New FB Logo

I HEART COCAINE

NEW BEGINNING

Just wanted to share some thoughts. I been thinking for some time about ways to get myself out of the circle I find myself in and I been struggling with constructive ways to do so for the better part of the year with my mom passing away and my dad taken away to jail (thanks to bullsh*t he could NEVER do, who's fault is that) and I really couldn't find an answer till something hit me. I checked into it and the eligible age is 17-34 so I decided that, and in all seriousness, I am not thinking, I WILL enlist in the Army, and doing so. It'll get me out of myself and it'll get me away from the people I don't want to be around anymore and haven't since my mom passed and my dad went to jail, maybe I can make a career out of it.

Надежда моей так называемой семьи занимает время, чтобы перевести это, Вы хотите войну со мной, Вы добрались один, и в отличие от Вас я не буду проигрывать.

SELF ENTERTAINMENT

Sun Rise Near Ben Franklin Bridge

I CARE BY DMD:

When hooters giggle round & I find dollars on the ground I care. When a mustang engine purrs & the bathroom is not hers I care. When the pitcher’s on the mound and the wife is underground I care.

Illegal & Legal

if you pay a broad to have sex it's prostitution & it's illegal. If you pay a broad to have sex on camera it's called a porno & it's legal to sell. Just remember kids she's not a whore if she's an actress.

UPDATE

Been a bit since I updated this thing, this "blog" is for self amusement if for nothing else, don't know if anyone even reads it, or care for that matter BUT shit is, unfortunately, still the same, Donna is a fat cunt who needs a life, struggling & still in Kenzo.....YAY!

ONLINE

What is there to do online theses days? With these “social networks” such as FaceBook & Twitter & whatever the f*ck they have out there now? It’s the same boring sh*t. The original concept was cool, to reconnect with lost people from your past & catch up & what not, like the original concept of the internet was used for debauchery, to seek out the sickest, craziest & sometimes illegal forms of porn & spank to it. Download music? & make the rich get richer, DMD no do that. BLOG!? Who gives a rat’s ass what anyone outside of you is thinking anyway? Status updates? Like I care what you’re doing every second of everyday? Like “today I just got a call from the love of my life” wow that seriously changes my life. All DMD is asking is what’s left?

The annual Sci-Fi Convention, where once a year, sci-fi buffs take their lips off the barrel of a loaded gun & spend half a day adjusting their eyes to sunlight

My throat is starting to piss me off & I feel as if I norted a CANNON the way my nose is leaking & smoked a wet blunt to the head how light headed I feel.

Can't fight fate.

Why is it if a man kills another man in battle its called heroic yet if he kills a man in the heat of passion its called murder?

Believe not of what u hear & half of what u see.

MONKEY BOXING IN THE HOOD (PHILLY)

There is a Zuni saying: for every 20 wrongs a child does ignore 19. Theres an old Italian say: you fuck up once you lose two teeth.

RIP "MACHO MAN" Randy Savage

LOVE THIS PIC

I said it b4 exspensive sneakers are like $150 land mines, step on one & BOOM, a perfectly rational individual can explode.

WHY I LOVE WHORES

MOTHERS DAY

Today is mothers day, & unfortunately my mom passed away December 31, 2010. This is the first Mothers Day without her. It's a beautiful sunny day but dark & rainy inside me. I LOVE & 4EVER WILL MISS YOU MOM.

FUCK THE PAIN AWAY!

VAMP BIA'S.

BIN LADEN DEAD.

 LET THE PEPOLE OF 9-11 R.I.P.

PISHA

Real terror is not the sight of death..... it's about the unknown.

COUNTDOWN

PIXIE DUST

MAJOR UPDATE.

A BUNCH of things have transpired in my life since the last post I made on this blog on 12-19-10. The most important one is that 12 days later on 12-31 my mother MaryAnn Josephine DiGiacomo passed away. A day that forever (& for obvious reasons) changed me. 2 weeks after that my sister finds out she has cancer, week after that my father is sent upstate to jail & a week after that DMD got arrested & extradited to florida where I spent 2+ months. Things have started to look up a bit but are still f*cked. Time heals & mends?? I dunno.

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Mountain Trip