- 7 years ago, December 31, 2010 my heart 💔 was crushed and my 🌎 world flipped upside down and all around. It was the day that I started my decent into 🙅 not caring weather I lived or died because it was the day that the matriarch, the ✊ rock, the glue of my 👪 family, my mommy MaryAnn Josephine DiGiacomo was taken. For the longest time I was bitter. My mommy only knew me as the wanna be gangster I portrayed. The lazy bum, loser 👎 who expected everything to be handed to him due to a misplaced sense of entitlement. She didn't witness me go to college, work and become a man. My heart ❤️ has yet to heal and probably never will. I miss my mom so much. I never would have been homeless at a few points in my life. I seriously doubt I would have went to multiple rehabs and would not have had 5 stints in a psych hospital (where I met female mistakes!) I miss her so much. The old adage of: You never know how much they mean till they are gone. Truer words have never been written!
Sunday, December 31, 2017
Mom
Sunday, December 17, 2017
Tuesday, December 12, 2017
Reality is that..
Friday, December 08, 2017
For What It It Is Worth
Lot of thinking lately and I am looking at past relationships and do realize where I was wrong. Why I ended up in jail and what led to it. I don't hold any grudges and though a part of me would like to tell this person I am sorry (cant due to legal reasons) for what it is worth, what I did to hurt said person, I truly am sorry. At the time we met I was in a bad place and we rushed. I will let it be. Only writing this out to get it out of me. Amore Sempri.
Sunday, December 03, 2017
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Thursday, November 30, 2017
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Monday, November 20, 2017
HUH?!
How the FUCK this get in with my cloths that Anthony had?
I was robbed by "her" for my things to begin with and then "she" went nuts. I did meet "her" in friends so what did I expect? ☀ and 🌹's!!!
Though I would like what is mine returned and I'd do the same being that I would like to put away wasted time in this case 6 LONGGG months, I am not holding my breathe on that one.
Der judens!!!!
Friday, November 17, 2017
Number 135: AMBER
In all honesty I only fucked her to get a nut off since I was backed up for 7 months due to certain situations. Partly my fault but do know I will NEVER end back up in jail again. I said it before and I will say it once more that on the souls of my children and with every ounce of life that is in me, the ONLY court that will be held with me again will be the one in the streets staring the police on one side and me on the other, and yes I will die but I will not die alone. I always said I will either become famous or infamous!
I am actually really focused on this 23 soon to be 24 year old Fallon. She is a good girl. I dig her. Met her in Kirkbride and we fucked around a bit in there but nothing major and I can see something with her. Just PRAYING that it is not another symptom of me being attracted to damage. Who knows?!!
Wednesday, November 15, 2017
WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE?!
Tuesday, November 14, 2017
J.M.L
Monday, November 13, 2017
Saturday, November 11, 2017
Guess who's back!
Sunday, April 09, 2017
Saturday, March 18, 2017
Aries!
Astrology Aries March 21 - April 19
Aries Strength Keywords:
- Independent- Generous
- Optimistic
- Enthusiastic
- Courageous
Aries Weakness Keywords:
- Moody- Short tempered
- Self-involved
- Impulsive
- Impatient
Aries and Independence:
Aries personalities are independent. Being the first of the zodiac signs, they venture out and are go-getters, often leading the way. Their upbeat and magnetic personality often entices others to follow their lead because Aries personalities bring excitement into others lives.Aries and Business:
Aries are activists. If a business idea comes their way, they tend to plunge right in. Aries are more then willing to take a gamble and follow their dreams and goals. However, if success is not immediate, they tend to lose interest and give up easily. Aries are notorious for not finishing what they have begun. This is due to the low tolerance for boredom and lack of patience. If the excitement is gone from their business idea, they go off and search for it elsewhere.Aries Temperament:
Independence is key to Aries astrology, they do not like to take orders from others and enjoy getting their way. They can get childish or moody should they be given orders that they do not like. Aries easily take offense to comments made. Aries are self-involved and can be self-centered, if they do not pay attention to the feelings of others, Aries can easily become spoiled and resented by others. In order to get their way, Aries will tell a lie if it seems advantageous to do so. They are however, not very good liars and other people can usually see through them.Aries Deep Inside:
Underneath the strong, independent surface may lie insecurity. This is due to the intense drive to succeed and Aries put too much pressure on themselves, thus resulting in self-doubt however, the natural optimism and enthusiasm overtakes this and the underlying insecurity may never be known to others.Aries in a Nutshell:
Aries is the first of the zodiac signs. Aries is the sign of the self, people born under this sign strongly project their personalities onto others and can be very self-oriented. Aries tend to venture out into the world and leave impressions on others that they are exciting, vibrant and talkative. Aries tend to live adventurous lives and like to be the center of attention, but rightly so since they are natural, confident leaders. Aries are enthusiastic about their goals and enjoy the thrill of the hunt, "wanting is always better then getting" is a good way to sum it up. Aries are very impulsive and usually do not think before they act - or speak. Too often Aries will say whatever pops into their head and usually end up regretting it later!Aries Love, Sex and Relationships
What it's like to date an Aries Man:
An Aries man has a lust for adventure so if you are thinking about having a relationship with an Aries man, be prepared for fast-paced adventure, novelty and excitement. He is always eager to try new things - including relationships. That is not to say that every Aries man will only provide an exciting and short-lived relationship, but this is usually the case. He might stick around if you are the type of woman that enjoys having the man take the lead and basking in his glory. He enjoys challenge so if you are the woman to offer challenges to him - like playing hard to get - he might stick around longer. Remember, this man is all about the thrill of the chase. Do not however, act as if you don't care about him. He needs you to be "swept off your feet" by him. Appear innocent- hard-to-get and he will be wrapped around your little finger. Never take advantage of the Aries man because his short temper will turn into a fury of anger and he way leave and never look back.Aries Erogenous Zone:
The head is Aries' most powerful erogenous zone. Stroking their hair and rubbing their scalp will make them feel relaxed and heighten their sensations. Nibble the ear, for especially the men, they will not be able to resist this, he will get uncontrollable urges and you will soon be all his!Sex With Aries:
The Aries zodiac sign is straightforward, aggressive and adventurous and this is reflected in their approach to sex. Expect it to be physical, quick and rough, they like to dominate and have the upper position.You do what all suede kittens do...
Wednesday, March 15, 2017
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Thursday, February 23, 2017
Combichrist - Fuckmachine
You're such a dirty whore,
You're such a fucking slut,
You're a filthy slut,
You are my fuck toy,
You are a fucking toy,
You get what you deserve,
It's fucking beautiful!!