The Lord WILL Guide Me!

 

Silence...I Kill You

 

Once And For All

 IF I wanted revenge on the person who took my freedom and put me in jail on a SLEW of lies I would have already. Years ago. In the past I would have struck at the individual they are with to hurt them not physically but deep emotionally, it be an easier target cause they wouldn’t know why. Random act of violence BUT just writing that is beyond me. I am FAR better than that. I actually grew after 37 years. I have kids that need a father NOT a felon. I father figure not a junkie.

 I forgave this person a long time ago, I do NOT blame this person for what they did, I was not in the best place in my life at that time and had a heroin addiction BUT that does not redeem me from the bullshit I did put this person through. I did use this individual for a place to stay, a wheel, money and an easy shot of pussy. TBH the head game was good but not the way this person put it out to be. 

 I am so sorry and I make all amends to this person. I TRULY wish nothing but happiness, joy and peace to them. I hope this person finds the joy of being a parent. I am about to have yet another child, my boy who is due July 25,2021. 

 As I write this I have 124 days clean with 124,000 more to go. 

🇮🇹 Sempre Amore 🇮🇹

For ME NOT For Others

 

Calabrese and Nebaladon

 

Eagles 🦅 FOR LIFE!

 

4 Momths and Counting

 

Dicks, Pussies and Assholes

 

My KG-9

 

Team America World Police

 

Simple Wants

 

48 Laws Of Power

 

Can and Cannot Change

 

Closed

 

Miss This Dog

I can blame LBH for this and that but what hurt most was not her FALELY saying I was going to harm her (Friends Hospital hookup, oops!) it was her saying I would harm Pickles. Never would hurt this dog EVER. All things aside I forgive LBH for costing me my freedom because I did drive her to an extreme and for that I am sorry. I TRULY hope she has found love, peace and contentment, she deserves it, so do I and I have. Have another child on the way with Melanie who was ANOTHER Friends Hospital hookup (oops I did it again). Though she will be yet another babies momma my interest belongs to an old crush from GRADE school, Nikki Sanchez. You WILL be mine eventually. I get what I want when I want it and how I want it. 

🇮🇹 Sempre 🇮🇹

Bye Bye Wentz

Reason he got traded is cause he CANNOT escape the pocket, holds onto the ball to long and had only ONE good season, the other were subpar at best!

DJ DMD

 

Pure Awareness

In my notebooks my writings are the ONLY place I can be COMPLETELY open. The pen and paper have no judgement, no vote, it simply receives my truth and allows me to turn the page. 

I have TREMENDOUS amounts of remorse for the violence I caused, both planned and spontaneous, but I think what brings me the most sorrow is that I’ve learned to justify this behavior. I ALWAYS find a reason, a cause, the need to stuff this savage behavior into a compartment I can ALWAYS use. 

With this awareness comes days sometimes weeks where I have to avoid looking into a mirror, my self hate is so deep, so palpable I fear I’ll lunge at my own image. Shatter the glass and cut myself with shards of broken reflection. 

Absolution.

 

Live For The Moment

 

The Many Face GOD!

 

Who Wants To...

Excuses

If you really want to do something, you’ll find a way. If you don’t, you’ll find an excuse. 🇷🇺 Donny Malkavian DiGiacomo 🇮🇹

9 Cons Of Vaping

 

9 Pros Of Vaping

Readin For 2/11/21

Tarot Card Reading For 2/10/21

NO ONE Believed I Could Do It

I look at this ID and think to myself; WOW I really went to college and graduated with an Associates Degree in Science and Technology with a 3.70 GPA. I also have a second Associates Degree from ITT Technical Institute in Specialized Technology and Computer Programming where I maintained a 3.90 GPA. NO ONE thought I would ever would graduate high school let alone go to college. 

I am in the process of getting my FAFSA back so I can re-enroll in Drexel to chase my Bachelors Degree in Science and Specialized Programming. IDK yet though if I want a Masters Degree but I did do 3 semesters at Drexel which I maintained a 3.70 GPA but that all went to the way side when I started to inject atomic bombs (fetenyol, coke, meth) into my vain again. #BITCHES dude, BITCHES! 

So to ALL who thought I couldn’t do it or thought I end up getting dead by 21 then 25 then 30 can eat a dick. DMD is a superior being, I am simply #dOnNoMeNaL! #comejointhemurder

Mother Earths Call

 

Let Go and Move On

Giving up doesn’t always mean you’re weak, sometimes it means you are strong enough and smart enough to let go and move on. 🇷🇺 Donny Malkavian DiGiacomo 🇮🇹

My Life’s Mission

 

Says It All

 

The Need For REAL Friends

As we grow up, we realize it becomes less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones. 🇷🇺 Donny Malkavian DiGiacomo 🇮🇹

10% What Happens, 90% Reaction

Life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% of how you react to it. 🇷🇺 Donny Malkavian DiGiacomo 🇮🇹

Releasing A Little Anger

 

The Destruction of Sennacherib

The Assyrian came down like the wolf on the fold, and his cohorts were gleaming in purple and gold; and the sheen of their spears was like stars on the sea, when the blue wave rolls nightly on deep Galilee.

Like the leaves of the forest when Summer is green, that host with their banners at sunset were seen: like the leaves of the forest when Autumn hath blown, that host on the morrow lay wither'd and strown.

For the Angel of Death spread his wings on the blast, and breathed in the face of the foe as he pass'd; and the eyes of the sleepers wax'd deadly and chill, and their hearts but once heaved, and for ever grew still!

And there lay the steed with his nostril all wide, but through it there roll'd not the breath of his pride: and the foam of his gasping lay white on the turf, and cold as the spray of the rock-beating surf.

And there lay the rider distorted and pale, with the dew on his brow and the rust on his mail; and the tents were all silent, the banners alone, and lances unlifted, the trumpet unblown.

And the widows of Ashur are loud in their wail, and the idols are broke in the temple of Baal; and the might of the Gentile, unsmote by the sword, hath melted like snow in the glance of the Lord!

Mandy Rose

 

The Women Of Impact.

I will NOT mention these particular females by name out of respect for their privacy.

LBH: You cost me my freedom on LIES and EXTREMELY over exaggerating things. I loved that dog WAY more than I would or could EVER love you which TBH I never did love you, I just needed a place to stay. We met in Friends Hospital which says EVERYTHING and I fucked you within a week of knowing you. Still I forgive you and I wish you no ill will or harm. I TRULY hope you find peace and happiness.

JML: We met in Keystone and from day ONE you were an issue. You WERE a main source of my heartache in the past. TBH to you as well, all you EVER were to me was a piece of pussy, NOT worth the trouble! Sorry! Just being honest. Still you too do I wish peace and happiness for. I pray you stay off meth and settle down. A part of me did love you BUT not anymore.

ALF: A blast from the past! The year we were together was unbelievable destructive for me. I ALLOWED you to push me to a place I NEVER imagined I could go to. I met you at a trap house of sorts. You too I also fucked within a few days of knowing. I NEVER was in love with you either, fascinated by but NEVER in love with! Like the others, I do TRULY wish peace and happiness for you. Stop getting high, stop being a whore. PLEASE find your way.

CMcG: You were ALF best friend. I should NEVER have fucked you while she was in rehab. You were just too damn cute and easy not to fuck. You I do miss. Tight, pink pussy my Somerset Street Barbie. I would NEVER fuck with you again cause you take nigger dick now which is simply disgusting. Peace and happiness too you as well!

KP aka CS now KB : I should have NEVER let you get away. You were my very first love. Still and ALWAYS will be in my heart. You should be carrying my last name and not the one you have now. I am so sorry that I wasn’t the MAN you needed. I just wanted to be a gangster and die in the streets and remembered as a legend. Sad! Still I am glad you are still in my life. I will FOREVER cherish you. PLEASE beat lupus and cancer. Can’t lose you!

MM: A recent situation. You WERE intriguing to

say the least. Now your not. Like the other, JUST another victim. Sorry but I am as raw as they come lately. I am NOT always the bad guy as you TRIED to guilt me into. I also met you at Friends Hospital and like my track record, got the pussy within a week just like LBH, ALF, CMcG. If you didn’t end up pregnant you WOULD have seen how evil I can be ONLY because you get under my skin worse then ANYONE and IDK why! Could never work. Not bad pussy. Just not my type. 

All you above had an impact that I learned from, so again I SINCERELY wish you peace, happiness, long life, love and GREAT appreciation to you all. Bene!

#Legand

 

The Way Of The Gun

 

WTF I need....NEGRO!

 

Hero or Coward? You decide!

Effort

 If a person wants to be a part of your life, they will make an obvious effort to do so. 🇷🇺 Donny Malkavian DiGiacomo 🇮🇹

Think 💭

Think twice before reserving a space in your heart for people who do not make an effort to stay. 🇷🇺 Donny Malkavian DiGiacomo 🇮🇹

Fly Eagles 🦅 Fly