Wednesday, April 23, 2025

THE WIDENING HORIZON

A curious climb, a mental steep ascent, where understanding's light is keenly lent. Yet as the vista broadens to the eye, a boundless dark begins to amplify.

For knowledge is a paradox, a twist, the deeper draught, the greater feels the thirst. Each fact attained, a newly opened door, revealing halls unseen, and many more.

The scholar pores, through volumes late and long, and masters truths that once felt vast and strong. But in that mastery, a whisper sighs, of oceans yet uncharted in the skies of what remains unknown, a shadowed sea, where endless questions beckon to be free. 

So wisdom's peak, though hard and high it seems, but shows the grandeur of our waking dreams, and in that seeing, clear and sharp and bright, the vastness of our own unyielding night.

The more we grasp, the more we comprehend, the endless realms where knowledge has no end.

Hi Stella

Monday, April 21, 2025

CRIMSON CHAINS & WICKED GRACE

My crimson queen, with chains that gleam, a heart of thunder, a wicked dream. Your leather screams, a second skin, where shadows dance and lusts begin.

The stage your altar, bathed in red, your voice, a venom in my head. Each piercing glance, a burning brand, a dark desire I understand.

Your fingers fly, a wicked grace, across the strings, a wild embrace. The bassline throbs, a primal beat, our bodies pulse, a carnal heat.

Beneath the lights, a sweaty sheen, a savage hunger, raw and keen. Your smoky breath upon my face, a promise whispered in this place.

This brutal beauty, sharp and cold, a story in your eyes unfolds. Of shattered saints and fallen skies, reflected in your hungry eyes.

So let the feedback howl and tear, as tangled limbs confess our prayer. My metal mistress, dark and deep, into your wicked arms, I sleep.

Thursday, April 17, 2025

Bill of Rights

1. Freedom of religion, speech, the press, assembly, and to petition the government.

2. The right of the people to keep and bear arms in order to maintain a well-regulated militia.

3. No soldier shall, in time of peace be quartered in any house, without the consent of the owner, nor in time of war, but in a manner to be prescribed by law.

4. The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no Warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by Oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.

5. No person shall be held to answer for a capital, or otherwise infamous crime, unless on a presentment or indictment of a Grand Jury, except in cases arising in the land or naval forces, or in the Militia, when in actual service in time of War or public danger; nor shall any person be subject for the same offence to be twice put in jeopardy of life or limb; nor shall be compelled in any criminal case to be a witness against himself, nor be deprived of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law; nor shall private property be taken for public use, without just compensation.

6. In all criminal prosecutions, the accused shall enjoy the right to a speedy and public trial, by an impartial jury of the State and district wherein the crime shall have been committed, which district shall have been previously ascertained by law, and to be informed of the nature and cause of the accusation; to be confronted with the witnesses against him; to have compulsory process for obtaining witnesses in his favor, and to have the Assistance of Counsel for his defence.

7. In Suits at common law, where the value in controversy shall exceed twenty dollars, the right of trial by jury shall be preserved, and no fact tried by a jury, shall be otherwise re-examined in any Court of the United States, than according to the rules of the common law.

8. Excessive bail shall not be required, nor excessive fines imposed, nor cruel and unusual punishments inflicted.

9. The enumeration in the Constitution, of certain rights, shall not be construed to deny or disparage others retained by the people.

10. The powers not delegated to the United States by the Constitution, nor prohibited by it to the States, are reserved to the States respectively, or to the people.

Tuesday, April 15, 2025

DMD GTA Cover Art

SHADOWED TRUTHS

A shadowed path, where hope departs, no dream remains in weary hearts. Illusions fade, no solace near, self is all, dispelling cheer.

Truth unveiled, a stark display, more than all they seek astray. A phantom lack, a hollow plea, on bodies bound, they cannot flee.

Aimless wander, blind pursuit, of wholeness sought, a barren fruit. Believing lies, their spirits weep, lost in the self, where shadows sleep.

Thursday, April 10, 2025

THE QUIET ONE

A surface smooth, where calm resides, a gentle hand, where kindness guides. Avoiding strife, a peaceful plea, yet mark them well, what do they see?

Each glance observed, each subtle shade, no detail lost, no move unmade. They hold their tongue, a conscious keep, for unleashed words can wound so deep.

Tactical restraint, a careful art, emotions banked within the heart. The storm within, though held so tight, will break one day with fearsome might.

The spark that sets the fury free, will face the blaze, inevitably. Mistake not silence for the frail, behind the smile, a hidden gale.

A wellspring deep, you cannot know, the force contained, the seeds they sow. So tread with care, and learn this truth, the calmest souls hold the fiercest youth of feeling, held in patient sway, until the dam gives way one day.

Wednesday, April 09, 2025

Turning 43

Forty-three spins around the sun, another orbit now complete, begun.
The twenties blur, a hazy, distant shore, the thirties rushed, demanding evermore.

I trace the lines etched lightly near my eyes, each crinkle whispers of forgotten skies, of laughter shared and tears that softly fell, of youthful dreams I knew and knew so well.

The present hums, a different melody, a quieter strength, a calmer clarity. The frantic pace has eased, a steadier beat, the garden grown, the harvest bittersweet.

I look around at what I've built and hold, the stories etched in silver and in gold. The faces loved, the hands that intertwine, a tapestry of moments, truly mine.

But future paths still lie in shadowed mist, uncertain steps on a horizon kissed with questions whispered on the evening breeze, of what will bloom among the aging trees.

Will wisdom deepen, will new joys ignite? Or will the fading of the day bring night? No crystal ball reveals what lies ahead, just present breath and thoughts within my head.

So forty-three arrives, a gentle pause, between what was and what the future draws. I stand here now, with memories as a guide, and step ahead, where new tomorrows hide.

Sunday, April 06, 2025

Life Hack #1

If you ever have to drive with something sketchy, put it in a box and slap your own address on it and pretend it's mail, because by law, the cops can't search your mail, thanks to Title 18, Chapter 83 of the U.S. Code

Saturday, April 05, 2025

THE LINGERING DARK

The shadows lengthen, years a creeping stain, where laughter echoed, now a hollow rain. Fallen leaves, like memories, twist and turn, a bitter harvest, lessons left to burn.

The air is thick with ghosts of whispered names, a chilling silence, fueling phantom flames. They walk beside me, though their forms are gone, their vacant eyes, reflecting the setting sun.

Each passing year, a blade that twists and bites, the phantom touch, in cold and endless nights. The world moves on, oblivious and blind, while fractured echoes linger in my mind.

No gentle solace, no sweet, soothing lie, just empty spaces where their spirits die. And in the darkness, where my soul is torn, I find their absence, freshly, every morn.

Thursday, April 03, 2025

THE LION'S YEAR

A year of roar, a golden blaze, where sun-drenched plains ignite my days. No timid squeak, no shadowed fear, but kingly stride and piercing spear.

Let thunder shake the savanna's floor, let every creature know my power's core. One mighty leap, one savage grace, a legend etched upon this place.

No gentle nibble, no cautious tread, but a crimson feast where fear has fled. A burning mane, a hunter's eye, beneath the vast and endless sky.

Then let the darkness claim its due, my fleeting reign, forever true. For in that year, I lived so vast, a lion's heart, till shadows cast.

Wednesday, April 02, 2025

GILDED SOLITUDE

A gilded cage, another year, the phantom echoes, none draw near. Champagne's sharp scent, a hollow grace, reflects the lines upon my face.

Silk ribbons bind a frosted cake, each candle's flame, a heart's cold ache. The whispered songs, a phantom choir, ignite a soul's internal fire.

A tapestry of moments past, where joy and laughter could not last. The gilded cards, a cruel facade, concealing where true warmth has flawed.

The crystal glass, a lonely gleam, a silent toast, a broken dream. The velvet drapes, a somber hue, where solitude's dark shadows grew.

A whispered wish, a silent plea, for company, just once, for me. The night descends, a starless void, where birthday's hollow joy's destroyed.

Monday, March 31, 2025

SCREENS AND SILENCE

The fire's glow, a whispered tale, now flickers on a plastic veil. A hand that held, now swipes and taps, lost in digital, coded traps.

The rustling leaves, a gentle breeze, are drowned by tiny, buzzing pleas. A shared glance, a knowing smile, replaced by pixels, mile on mile.

The scent of rain, the earth's soft sigh, unheard beneath a digital sky. We chase the fleeting, virtual grace, and lose the real, in time and space.

Friday, March 28, 2025

THE ENERGY OF I

From stardust spun, a slowed and vibrant hum, all matter's dance, where energies become. One mind we share, a cosmic, dreaming sea, experiencing self, eternally.

No final breath, no darkness to embrace, but waking dreams, in time and shifting space. A life we weave, with thoughts and visions bright, our own creation, in the endless light.

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

Just Say NO!

This is why you shouldn't do drugs, it could possibly have you out there at 4:00 in the fucking morning like some crazy evangelist, God blessing America like this crazy bitch this morning.


Assolutamente

Non lasciare che le aspettative e le opinioni degli altri influenzino le tue decisioni. È la tua vita, non la loro. Fai ciò che più ti interessa; fai ciò che ti fa sentire vivo e felice. Non lasciare che le aspettative e le idee degli altri limitino chi sei. Se lasci che gli altri ti dicano chi sei, stai vivendo la loro realtà, non la tua. C'è di più nella vita che compiacere le persone. C'è molto di più nella vita che seguire il percorso prescritto dagli altri. C'è molto di più nella vita di ciò che stai vivendo in questo momento. Devi decidere chi sei per te stesso. Diventa un essere completo. Avventura.

Sunday, March 23, 2025

Soap Opera History (IDK Why!)

REST IN TV HISTORY PEACE:
Guiding Light (72 years)
Network: CBS
Started: 1952 (It began as a radio show in 1937)
Ended: September 18, 2009

As The World Turns (54 years)
Network: CBS
Started: April 2, 1956
Ended: September 17, 2010
 
One Life To Live (44 years)
Network: ABC
Started: July 15, 1968
Ended: January 13, 2012

All My Children (41 years)
Network: ABC
Started: January 5, 1970
Ended: September 23, 2011

STILL GOING:
General Hospital (62 years)
Network: ABC
Started: April 1, 1963

The Young And The Restless (52 years)
Network: CBS
Started: March 26, 1973

The Bold And The Beautiful (38 years)
Network: CBS
Started: March 23, 1987

DESOLATE EXISTENCE

Cracked phone screen, a spiderweb of light, another empty room, another endless night. Band tee stretched thin, a faded, worn-out gray, like the colors of my world, slowly fading away.

Guitar strings hum, a low and mournful drone, a melody of silence, in this house I call my own. Black converse scuffed, a testament to miles, walked alone in shadows, hiding broken smiles.

Rain streaks the window, a blurry, gray cascade, mirroring the tears, that I've long since learned to trade. For hollow echoes, in this concrete, empty shell, where loneliness resides, a story I know too well.

Hoodie pulled tight, against the bitter chill, a desperate attempt, to make this emptiness stand still. But the silence screams, a deafening, hollow sound, in this desolate existence, where I'm forever bound.

Saturday, March 22, 2025

6 Faggots

Fate vs Destiny

FATE:
Fate refers to a predetermined course of events that are beyond an individual's control. It implies a sense of inevitability, as if the outcome is already set in motion and cannot be changed. Fate is often associated with a sense of resignation or powerlessness. A random or arbitrary sequence of events. Resignation. A lack of control.

DESTINY:
Destiny, on the other hand, implies a sense of purpose or direction that is unique to an individual. It suggests that a person has a specific role or path to follow in life, and that they have the power to shape their own destiny through their choices and actions. Destiny is often associated with a sense of hope, purpose, and personal responsibility. Power to shape own path. Purpose, direction. Choice.

I Believe 👏👏


 

Home Sweet Home (Milroy, PA)


KENSINGTON LAMENT

Cracked asphalt veins, where shadows creep, A symphony of sirens, secrets they keep. Brick facades, with hollowed, vacant eyes, reflecting stories that the daylight denies.

Needle's glint, in gutters stained and worn, a fragile truce, 'til another day is born. Whispers of "fix," a phantom's desperate plea, lost in the haze, where hope can't break free.

Shattered dreams, like fragments on the ground, where innocence is lost, and solace can't be found. A mother's tear, a father's empty stare, echoes of promises, lost in the stagnant air.

Yet, in the rubble, a flicker starts to glow, a strength that rises, from seeds that someone sow. For even in darkness, a spirit will ignite, and find its way, toward a fragile, hopeful light.

Thursday, March 20, 2025

Expectations

Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality, not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than Following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure.

Thursday, March 13, 2025

AI Apps

What's up with all these ads on social media and everywhere else about AI programs that allow you to hug or kiss your crush, or Photoshop your look? Why can't people just be happy with how they are? To me, that hug app and kiss app are stalker apps. What if we focused on embracing our authentic selves and celebrating individuality, rather than relying on AI programs to alter our appearances or simulate physical connections? Can we shift our mindset to appreciate and love ourselves just the way we are?

Tuesday, March 11, 2025

New Project

What we have here is the beginning of me building my sixth laptop from scratch only this one is going to be a little more powerful. Dual Intel processors, six storage memory slots, tri-hard drive equaling 820 GB of memory for phantom situations (dark web exploration) duel Wi-Fi with a rotating IP address. DVD player and a few other things. I'm going to hook it up it'll take me a few days but looking forward to it, I finally got all the components that I need as well as extra ones that I'm going to be soldering to the motherboard for enhanced purposes I got to find the other coolant fan but I might have dual coolant fans going. It's a hobby.

Sunday, March 09, 2025

Existentialism


Is a philosophical movement emphasizing individual freedom, choice, and responsibility. Key tenets include:

1. Existence precedes essence: Humans exist first, then develop their own essence.
2. Freedom and choice: Individuals have complete freedom to choose their actions.
3. Responsibility: Choices come with inherent responsibility.
4. Subjectivity: Truth and meaning are subjective, personal experiences.
5. Uncertainty and ambiguity: Life's meaning is unclear, leaving room for interpretation.
6. Authenticity: Embracing genuine experiences, emotions, and thoughts.
7. Individuation: Developing one's unique identity.

Kills

Laziness kills Ambition 
Ambition kills Laziness 

Anger kills Wisdom 
Wisdom kills Anger

Fear kills Dreams
Dreams kills Fear

Ego kills Growth
Growth kills Ego

Jealousy kills Peace
Peace kills Jealousy 

Doubt kills Confidence 
Confidence kills Doubt

Saturday, March 08, 2025

True Friendship

It is said that one should keep one's allies within view and one's enemies within reach. 

One must be able to read an ally's strengths, so as to determine how best to use him. One must similarly be able to read an enemy's weaknesses, so as to determine how best to defeat him.

But what of friends? There is no accepted answer; perhaps because true friendship is so exceedingly rare. A friend need not be kept either within sight or within reach. A friend must be allowed the freedom to find and follow their own path.

If one is fortunate, those paths will for a time join. But if the paths separate, it is comforting to know that a friend still graces the universe with his skills, his viewpoint, and is presence. For if one is remembered by a friend, one is never truly gone.

Goals

Each person has goals. some of those goals are open, visible to all who care to observe. Others are more private, shared only with one's closest friends or associates. 

Some are dark secrets that one hopes will never see the light of day, but eventually, inevitably, those deepest goals must be made manifest if they are to be reached. 

They must be open for someone to hear, or see, or offer assistance. Everyone who brings those goals into the light must be prepared for either acceptance or rejection. And they must be ready to bear the consequences. All of them. 

Friday, March 07, 2025

Leadership

Leadership is a journey, not a destination. It is continually challenged, and must continually prove itself anew against fresh obstacles. 

Sometimes those obstacles are external events. Other times they are the doubt of those being led. Still other times they are the result of a leader's own failures and shortcomings. 

Political power and influence are different. Once certain levels have been reached, there is no need to prove leadership or competence. 

A person with such power is accustomed to having every word carefully considered, and every whim treated as an order. And all who recognize that power know to bow to it. 

A few had the courage or the foolishness to resist. Some succeed in standing firm against the storm. 

More often, they find their paths yet again turned from their hopes for goal. But such a turn does not always mean that the victim has lost or that the victor has won.

Failure

No one is immune from failure. All have tasted the bitterness of defeat and disappointment. A person must not dwell on that failure, but must learn from it and continue on. 

But not all learn from their errors. That is something those who seek to dominate others know very well, and know how to exploit. 

If an opponent has failed once at a logic problem, his enemy will first try the same type of problem, hoping the failure will be repeated. 

What the manipulator sometimes forgets, and what a person must always remember, is that no two sets of circumstances are alike. 

One challenge is not like the other: the would-be victim may have learned from the earlier mistake. Or there may have been an unanticipated or unknown crossing of life paths.

Thursday, March 06, 2025

Until We Meet Again (Chris Haley)

Shadows stretch where streetlights gleam, an empty corner, a hollow dream. Thirty years, in brick they lie, echoes whisper, a swift goodbye.

Time, they say, will mend the tears, but this wound cuts, a silent fear. A scream unheard, secrets deep, in the heart's dark chamber, I keep.

A mournful song, a soul's lament, for a brother lost, heaven-sent. Beneath a sky, where stars are gone, you lifted me, when hope was withdrawn. To the heavens now, my voice takes flight, wishing you'd step back into the light.

Windows down, late night drives, dreams we shared, where the future thrives. A shield you were against life's storm, now wreckage lies, and I'm forlorn.

Years of tears, a sudden flood, a shattered world, misunderstood. Your spirit lives, in every beat, a legacy of kindness, bittersweet.

Brother, your name, forever near, brother, your presence, always here. A memory's flame, in the darkest night, until we meet, my brother, goodnight.

Talents & Abilities

We're each born with a unique set of talents and abilities, and it's up to us to nurture, prioritize, or set aside these gifts as we navigate our life's path. Discovering our strengths and passions can be a journey of self-discovery, requiring experimentation, adaptability, and sometimes, a willingness to pivot.

As we explore different professions and experiences, we may find that our skills are transferable to various fields, and that our talents can be adapted to suit different contexts. However, not every change is a step forward, and it's essential to approach life's transitions with intention and care.

Whether we're planning a deliberate career shift or facing unexpected changes, we must remain alert, consider your options thoughtfully, and make choices that align with your values and goals. By embracing this mindset, we can transform life's twists and turns into opportunities for growth, learning, and fulfillment.

The 7 Deadly Sins

PRIDE
Every individual has had a feeling of pride in their lives. Pride is defined as "reasonable self-esteem" or "confidence and satisfaction in oneself." 

It is the state or feeling of being proud. A becoming or dignified sense of what is due to oneself or one's position or character; self-respect; self-esteem. 

It is the pleasure or satisfaction taken in something done by or belonging to oneself, or believed to reflect credit upon oneself. 

If it is positive, constructive or celebratory, but is kept in a proper sense of perspective, then pride is a good and helpful emotion; let's one know to be confident in one's best traits and abilities. 

If pride is excessive and misplaced: it closes one's mind to the possibility that one is not perfect; or is taken to a point of demeaning or resenting others for lacking whatever it is one's proud of. Then pride will become arrogance; the love of one's own excellence. 

The specific feeling through which egoism manifests. It may relate to one's own abilities or achievements; positive characteristics of friends or family. 

It diminishes self-awareness. Like an arrogant leader who's always exaggerating his achievements to denigrate his rivals. Excessive pride is an exaggerated appreciation of oneself by devaluing others. 

One can turn others like friends or family into competitors. A person must always be wary of this feeling. Because this feeling can result in overconfidence. And from overconfidence will eventually, almost always follow disaster. 

GREED
Is an uncontrolled longing for increase in the acquisition or use of material gain; be it food, money, land, or animate or inanimate possessions; or social value, such as status or power. Greed has been identified as undesirable throughout known history; it creates behavior-conflict between personal and social goals with friends, family and co-workers. 

The initial motivation for or purpose of greed and actions associated with it may be the promotion of personal or family survival. It may at the same time be an intent to deny or obstruct competitors from potential means like basic survival and comfort or future opportunities; therefore being insidious or tyrannical and having a negative connotation.

Alternatively, the purpose could be defense or counteractive response to such obstructions being threatened by others. But regardless of purpose, greed intends to create inequity of access or distributions to community wealth. The behavior in greed can also be seen in jealousy. Because from jealousy can manifest greed.

For example: being jealous of one others status, possessions or relationship can cause a sense of realization. And the danger from that realization awakens a strong desire to have. And when that "have" has become uncontrollable greed, that individual carries on, stopping at nothing to obtain what they so cravingly desire.

LUST
Lust is a primal and insidious force, characterized by an inordinate craving for pleasure, often manifesting as an excessive and unrelenting desire for sexual gratification. This sin corrupts an individual's rational faculties, impairing their ability to make sound judgments and leading them down a path of destructive behavior.

From a psychological perspective, Lust can be seen as a coping mechanism, a means of escaping the pressures and anxieties of everyday life. However, this temporary reprieve comes at a terrible cost, as the individual becomes increasingly enslaved to their desires.

The pursuit of fleeting pleasure soon supplants all other considerations, including relationships, career, and personal well-being. This heightened vulnerability can lead to exploitation and manipulation by others.

The physiological effects of Lust are equally devastating, hijacking the brain's reward system and releasing dopamine in response to even the slightest stimulus. This creates a vicious cycle of craving and satisfaction, often leading to addiction.

Strategically, Lust can be seen as a weakness, a chink in the armor of one's mental and emotional defenses. It can be exploited by adversaries seeking to gain an advantage and used as a tool for psychological manipulation and control.

Furthermore, Lust often masquerades as love, leading the afflicted to mistake intense passion for genuine emotional connection. This delusion can result in destructive relationships, marked by possessiveness, jealousy, and exploitation.

Ultimately, Lust is a corrosive force that, if left unchecked, can destroy lives and relationships. Recognizing the warning signs and taking proactive steps to mitigate its influence is crucial. Through self-awareness, discipline, and emotional intelligence, we can break free from Lust's shackles and cultivate a healthier, more balanced approach to human connection.

ENVY
Envy is a multifaceted emotion, often misconstrued as a desire to possess what others have. However, it is, in fact, a manifestation of our own perceived inadequacies. The envious individual is drawn not to the object itself, but to the perceived status, power, or prestige it confers.

This distinction reveals the true nature of envy: a reflexive response to our own feelings of inadequacy. Envy acknowledges a perceived disparity, a gap in one's own skills, resources, or influence. The envious individual seeks to rebalance this asymmetry, often driving them to improve themselves or their circumstances.

In this sense, envy can be a double-edged sword. While it can fuel ambition and motivation, it can also cloud judgment and lead to destructive behavior. Recognizing the underlying causes of envy is crucial to harnessing its potential for growth while avoiding its negative consequences.

GLUTTONY 
Gluttony is a profound aberration of self-control, characterized by an individual's inability to regulate their desires and prioritize sustenance over indulgence. This failure of cognitive control can be attributed to an imbalance in neurotransmitters such as dopamine and serotonin, which regulate pleasure, reward, and satiety.

As a result, the brain becomes increasingly desensitized to consumption stimuli, leading to an escalation of cravings. The pursuit of immediate gratification supersedes long-term consequences, and the individual becomes consumed by an all-encompassing need.

Gluttony can be seen as a maladaptive coping mechanism, a response to stress, anxiety, or emotional turmoil. The individual may resort to excessive consumption as a means of temporary escape or comfort, ultimately leading to the erosion of discipline, degradation of health, and loss of oneself.

The parallels between Gluttony and the pursuit of power are striking. Both involve an unrelenting drive, a breach of self-control, and a disregard for consequences. The consequences of Gluttony are manifold, affecting not only the individual but also their relationships and overall well-being.

WRATH
Wrath, also known as anger or rage, is an intense emotional state characterized by a strong, uncomfortable, and non-cooperative response to a perceived provocation, hurt, or threat. This emotion is often accompanied by physical effects, including increased heart rate, elevated blood pressure, and increased levels of adrenaline and noradrenaline.

When an individual experiences anger, it can become the predominant feeling, influencing their behavior, cognition, and physiology. In some cases, anger can serve as a functional response to a perceived threat, prompting the individual to take action to protect themselves or others.

However, uncontrolled anger can have devastating consequences, negatively impacting personal and social well-being, as well as the well-being of those around them. Chronic anger can lead to various physical and mental health issues, including increased stress, anxiety, and cardiovascular disease.

Moreover, anger can impair an individual's ability to think critically and make sound judgments, leading to mistaken perceptions and actions. The loss of self-monitoring capacity and objective observability can result in a distorted view of reality, further exacerbating the negative consequences of uncontrolled anger.

SLOTH
Sloth is a habitual disinclination to exertion, characterized by laziness, affectlessness, and a lack of feeling about oneself or others. This mind-state gives rise to boredom, rancor, apathy, and a passive, inert, or sluggish mentality.

Physically, Sloth manifests as a cessation of motion and an indifference to work, expressed through idleness, indolence, and a failure to undertake tasks or duties. This can be driven by an underlying fear of failure, leading individuals to delay or avoid responsibilities until stress and anxiety take over.

Emotionally and cognitively, Sloth is characterized by a lack of feeling for the world, others, or oneself. It involves an alienation of the sentient self from the world and from oneself, resulting in a lack of motivation to seek knowledge, self-improvement, or personal growth.

Sloth is thus the enemy of productivity, motivation, and meaningful work. It not only subverts an individual's livelihood and well-being but also hinders their righteous undertakings, leading to a path of ruin. By understanding the complexities of Sloth, we can better recognize its signs and symptoms, and take steps to overcome its debilitating effects.

Life's Path

When our path takes a new turn, it's natural to feel disoriented. As we adapt to the change, we may start to feel a sense of stability and permanence. But this is an illusion. Life is inherently dynamic, and our paths can change direction at any moment. In fact, a path once bent is always susceptible to new changes, especially when the original change was triggered by an outside force. This can create a ripple effect that continues to shape our journey, reminding us that change is an ongoing process, and our paths are never fixed.

Wednesday, March 05, 2025

Top 10 Favorite Films From Each Decade

1910s
1. The Birth Of The Nation (1915)
2. Frankenstein (1910)
3. The Immigrant (1917)
4. Cabiria (1914)
5. Intolerance (1916)
6. Broken Blossoms (1919)
7. Little Nemo (1911)
8. Gertie the Dinosaur (1914)
9. After Death (1915)
10. Umirayushchiy lebed (1917)

1920s
1. Metropolis (1927)
2. Nosferatu (1922)
3. The General (1926)
4. The Phantom Of The Opera (1925)
5. Battleship Potemkin (1925)
6. The Man Who Laughs (1928)
7. Greed (1924)
8. Pandora's Box (1929)
9. The Passion of Joan of Arc (1928)
10. The Cameraman

1930s
1. Scarface (1932)
2. The Public Enemy (1931)
3. Angels With Dirty Faces (1938)
4. G Men (1935)
5. Little Caesar (1931)
6. Gone With The Wind (1939)
7. Lady Killer (1933)
8. The Roaring Twenties (1939)
9. Petrified Forest (1936)
10. The Mayor Of Hell (1933)

1940s
1. Yankee Doodle Dandy (1942)
2. White Heat (1949)
3. Casablanca (1942)
4. City For Conquest (1940)
5. Citizen Kane (1941)
6. Larceny Inc. (1942)
7. The Maltese Falcon (1941)
8. The Outlaw (1943)
9. The Philadelphia Story (1940)
10. It's A Wonderful Life (1946)

1950s
1. Rebel Without A Cause (1955)
2. Godzilla (1954)
3. Journey To The Center Of The Earth (1959)
4. Vertigo (1958)
5. 12 Angry Men (1957)
6. Babydoll (1956)
7. Suddenly, Last Summer (1959)
8. Rear Window (1954)
9. The Last Hurrah (1958)
10. Cat On A Hot Tin Roof (1958)

1960s
1. The Time Machine (1960)
2. Cleopatra (1963)
3. Batman The Movie (1966)
4. West Side Story (1961)
5. James Bond From Russia With Love (1963)
6. Psycho (1960)
7. Bonnie And Clyde (1967)
8. The Valley Of The Dolls (1967)
9. 2001 A Space Odyssey (1968)
10. The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly (1966)

1970s
1. The Godfather (1972)
2. Rocky II (1979)
3. 1776 (1970)
4. A Clockwork Orange (1971)
5. The Warriors (1979) 
6. The Godfather Part II (1974)
7. Superman (1978)
8. Animal House (1978) 
9. Grease (1978)
10. 1776 (1972)

1980s
1. Full Metal Jacket (1987)
2. Die Hard (1988)
3. The Karate Kid II (1986)
4. The Lost Boys (1987)
5. The Last Dragon (1985)
6. Predator (1987)
7. Batman (1989)
8. Back To The Future (1985)
9. Best Of The Best (1989)
10. Howard The Duck (1986)

1990s
1. Prayer Of The Rollerboys (1990)
2. Class Of 1999 (1990)
3. Fight Club (1999)
4. Blood In Blood Out (1993)
5. Hackers (1995)
6. Brainscan (1994)
7. Kids (1995)
8. Boondock Saints (1999)
9. Demolition Man (1993)
10. Terminator 2 Judgment Day (1991)

2000s
1. The Dark Knight (2008)
2. The Departed (2006)
3. Sin City (2004)
4. Basic (2003)
5. Ocean's 11 (2001)
6. Queen Of The Damned (2002)
7. V For Vendetta (2006)
8. The Count of Monte Cristo (2002)
9. Swordfish (2001)
10. Star Wars Revenge Of The Sith (2005)

2010s
1. Avengers Infinity War (2018)
2. Avengers Endgame (2019)
3. John Wick (2014)
4. The Town (2010)
5. Unstoppable (2010)
6. Rogue One (2016)
7. X-Men Days Of Future Past (2014)
8. In Time (2011)
9. Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 1 (2010)
10. Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 2 (2011)

2020s (so far)
1. Deadpool & Wolverine (2024)
2. Spider-Man No Way Home (2021)
3. Mortal Kombat (2021)
4. John Wick Chapter 4 (2023)
5. Black Widow (2021)
6. Top Gun Maverick (2022)
7. Free Guy (2021)
8. Zack Synder's Justice League (2021)
9. The Batman (2022)
10. The Many Saints Of Newark (2021)

Monday, February 24, 2025

Vicky

Here is another that I just don't learn my lesson with. Nice ass, good pussy, 7 out of 10 on the head, she's young though only 27 and I'm posting this on my personal blog just to remind me just like the other one I need to stop being Captain Save-a-HOE.

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