AI Apps

What's up with all these ads on social media and everywhere else about AI programs that allow you to hug or kiss your crush, or Photoshop your look? Why can't people just be happy with how they are? To me, that hug app and kiss app are stalker apps. What if we focused on embracing our authentic selves and celebrating individuality, rather than relying on AI programs to alter our appearances or simulate physical connections? Can we shift our mindset to appreciate and love ourselves just the way we are?

New Project

What we have here is the beginning of me building my sixth laptop from scratch only this one is going to be a little more powerful. Dual Intel processors, six storage memory slots, tri-hard drive equaling 820 GB of memory for phantom situations (dark web exploration) duel Wi-Fi with a rotating IP address. DVD player and a few other things. I'm going to hook it up it'll take me a few days but looking forward to it, I finally got all the components that I need as well as extra ones that I'm going to be soldering to the motherboard for enhanced purposes I got to find the other coolant fan but I might have dual coolant fans going. It's a hobby.

Existentialism

Is a philosophical movement emphasizing individual freedom, choice, and responsibility. Key tenets include:

1. Existence precedes essence: Humans exist first, then develop their own essence.

2. Freedom and choice: Individuals have complete freedom to choose their actions.

3. Responsibility: Choices come with inherent responsibility.

4. Subjectivity: Truth and meaning are subjective, personal experiences.

5. Uncertainty and ambiguity: Life's meaning is unclear, leaving room for interpretation.

6. Authenticity: Embracing genuine experiences, emotions, and thoughts.

7. Individuation: Developing one's unique identity.

Kills

Laziness kills Ambition 

Ambition kills Laziness 

Anger kills Wisdom 

Wisdom kills Anger

Fear kills Dreams

Dreams kills Fear

Ego kills Growth

Growth kills Ego

Jealousy kills Peace

Peace kills Jealousy 

Doubt kills Confidence 

Confidence kills Doubt

True Friendship

It is said that one should keep one's allies within view and one's enemies within reach. 

One must be able to read an ally's strengths, so as to determine how best to use him. One must similarly be able to read an enemy's weaknesses, so as to determine how best to defeat him.

But what of friends? There is no accepted answer; perhaps because true friendship is so exceedingly rare. A friend need not be kept either within sight or within reach. A friend must be allowed the freedom to find and follow their own path.

If one is fortunate, those paths will for a time join. But if the paths separate, it is comforting to know that a friend still graces the universe with his skills, his viewpoint, and is presence. For if one is remembered by a friend, one is never truly gone.

Goals

Each person has goals. some of those goals are open, visible to all who care to observe. Others are more private, shared only with one's closest friends or associates. 

Some are dark secrets that one hopes will never see the light of day, but eventually, inevitably, those deepest goals must be made manifest if they are to be reached. 

They must be open for someone to hear, or see, or offer assistance. Everyone who brings those goals into the light must be prepared for either acceptance or rejection. And they must be ready to bear the consequences. All of them. 

Leadership

Leadership is a journey, not a destination. It is continually challenged, and must continually prove itself anew against fresh obstacles. 

Sometimes those obstacles are external events. Other times they are the doubt of those being led. Still other times they are the result of a leader's own failures and shortcomings. 

Political power and influence are different. Once certain levels have been reached, there is no need to prove leadership or competence. 

A person with such power is accustomed to having every word carefully considered, and every whim treated as an order. And all who recognize that power know to bow to it. 

A few had the courage or the foolishness to resist. Some succeed in standing firm against the storm. 

More often, they find their paths yet again turned from their hopes for goal. But such a turn does not always mean that the victim has lost or that the victor has won.

Failure

No one is immune from failure. All have tasted the bitterness of defeat and disappointment. A person must not dwell on that failure, but must learn from it and continue on. 

But not all learn from their errors. That is something those who seek to dominate others know very well, and know how to exploit. 

If an opponent has failed once at a logic problem, his enemy will first try the same type of problem, hoping the failure will be repeated. 

What the manipulator sometimes forgets, and what a person must always remember, is that no two sets of circumstances are alike. 

One challenge is not like the other: the would-be victim may have learned from the earlier mistake. Or there may have been an unanticipated or unknown crossing of life paths.

Until We Meet Again (Chris Haley)

Shadows stretch where streetlights gleam, an empty corner, a hollow dream. Thirty years, in brick they lie, echoes whisper, a swift goodbye.

Time, they say, will mend the tears, but this wound cuts, a silent fear. A scream unheard, secrets deep, in the heart's dark chamber, I keep.

A mournful song, a soul's lament, for a brother lost, heaven-sent. Beneath a sky, where stars are gone, you lifted me, when hope was withdrawn. To the heavens now, my voice takes flight, wishing you'd step back into the light.

Windows down, late night drives, dreams we shared, where the future thrives. A shield you were against life's storm, now wreckage lies, and I'm forlorn.

Years of tears, a sudden flood, a shattered world, misunderstood. Your spirit lives, in every beat, a legacy of kindness, bittersweet.

Brother, your name, forever near, brother, your presence, always here. A memory's flame, in the darkest night, until we meet, my brother, goodnight.

Talents & Abilities

We're each born with a unique set of talents and abilities, and it's up to us to nurture, prioritize, or set aside these gifts as we navigate our life's path. Discovering our strengths and passions can be a journey of self-discovery, requiring experimentation, adaptability, and sometimes, a willingness to pivot.

As we explore different professions and experiences, we may find that our skills are transferable to various fields, and that our talents can be adapted to suit different contexts. However, not every change is a step forward, and it's essential to approach life's transitions with intention and care.

Whether we're planning a deliberate career shift or facing unexpected changes, we must remain alert, consider your options thoughtfully, and make choices that align with your values and goals. By embracing this mindset, we can transform life's twists and turns into opportunities for growth, learning, and fulfillment.

The 7 Deadly Sins

PRIDE

Every individual has had a feeling of pride in their lives. Pride is defined as "reasonable self-esteem" or "confidence and satisfaction in oneself." 

It is the state or feeling of being proud. A becoming or dignified sense of what is due to oneself or one's position or character; self-respect; self-esteem. 

It is the pleasure or satisfaction taken in something done by or belonging to oneself, or believed to reflect credit upon oneself. 

If it is positive, constructive or celebratory, but is kept in a proper sense of perspective, then pride is a good and helpful emotion; let's one know to be confident in one's best traits and abilities. 

If pride is excessive and misplaced: it closes one's mind to the possibility that one is not perfect; or is taken to a point of demeaning or resenting others for lacking whatever it is one's proud of. Then pride will become arrogance; the love of one's own excellence. 

The specific feeling through which egoism manifests. It may relate to one's own abilities or achievements; positive characteristics of friends or family. 

It diminishes self-awareness. Like an arrogant leader who's always exaggerating his achievements to denigrate his rivals. Excessive pride is an exaggerated appreciation of oneself by devaluing others. 

One can turn others like friends or family into competitors. A person must always be wary of this feeling. Because this feeling can result in overconfidence. And from overconfidence will eventually, almost always follow disaster. 

GREED

Is an uncontrolled longing for increase in the acquisition or use of material gain; be it food, money, land, or animate or inanimate possessions; or social value, such as status or power. Greed has been identified as undesirable throughout known history; it creates behavior-conflict between personal and social goals with friends, family and co-workers. 

The initial motivation for or purpose of greed and actions associated with it may be the promotion of personal or family survival. It may at the same time be an intent to deny or obstruct competitors from potential means like basic survival and comfort or future opportunities; therefore being insidious or tyrannical and having a negative connotation.

Alternatively, the purpose could be defense or counteractive response to such obstructions being threatened by others. But regardless of purpose, greed intends to create inequity of access or distributions to community wealth. The behavior in greed can also be seen in jealousy. Because from jealousy can manifest greed.

For example: being jealous of one others status, possessions or relationship can cause a sense of realization. And the danger from that realization awakens a strong desire to have. And when that "have" has become uncontrollable greed, that individual carries on, stopping at nothing to obtain what they so cravingly desire.

LUST

Lust is a primal and insidious force, characterized by an inordinate craving for pleasure, often manifesting as an excessive and unrelenting desire for sexual gratification. This sin corrupts an individual's rational faculties, impairing their ability to make sound judgments and leading them down a path of destructive behavior.

From a psychological perspective, Lust can be seen as a coping mechanism, a means of escaping the pressures and anxieties of everyday life. However, this temporary reprieve comes at a terrible cost, as the individual becomes increasingly enslaved to their desires.

The pursuit of fleeting pleasure soon supplants all other considerations, including relationships, career, and personal well-being. This heightened vulnerability can lead to exploitation and manipulation by others.

The physiological effects of Lust are equally devastating, hijacking the brain's reward system and releasing dopamine in response to even the slightest stimulus. This creates a vicious cycle of craving and satisfaction, often leading to addiction.

Strategically, Lust can be seen as a weakness, a chink in the armor of one's mental and emotional defenses. It can be exploited by adversaries seeking to gain an advantage and used as a tool for psychological manipulation and control.

Furthermore, Lust often masquerades as love, leading the afflicted to mistake intense passion for genuine emotional connection. This delusion can result in destructive relationships, marked by possessiveness, jealousy, and exploitation.

Ultimately, Lust is a corrosive force that, if left unchecked, can destroy lives and relationships. Recognizing the warning signs and taking proactive steps to mitigate its influence is crucial. Through self-awareness, discipline, and emotional intelligence, we can break free from Lust's shackles and cultivate a healthier, more balanced approach to human connection.

ENVY

Envy is a multifaceted emotion, often misconstrued as a desire to possess what others have. However, it is, in fact, a manifestation of our own perceived inadequacies. The envious individual is drawn not to the object itself, but to the perceived status, power, or prestige it confers.

This distinction reveals the true nature of envy: a reflexive response to our own feelings of inadequacy. Envy acknowledges a perceived disparity, a gap in one's own skills, resources, or influence. The envious individual seeks to rebalance this asymmetry, often driving them to improve themselves or their circumstances.

In this sense, envy can be a double-edged sword. While it can fuel ambition and motivation, it can also cloud judgment and lead to destructive behavior. Recognizing the underlying causes of envy is crucial to harnessing its potential for growth while avoiding its negative consequences.

GLUTTONY 

Gluttony is a profound aberration of self-control, characterized by an individual's inability to regulate their desires and prioritize sustenance over indulgence. This failure of cognitive control can be attributed to an imbalance in neurotransmitters such as dopamine and serotonin, which regulate pleasure, reward, and satiety.

As a result, the brain becomes increasingly desensitized to consumption stimuli, leading to an escalation of cravings. The pursuit of immediate gratification supersedes long-term consequences, and the individual becomes consumed by an all-encompassing need.

Gluttony can be seen as a maladaptive coping mechanism, a response to stress, anxiety, or emotional turmoil. The individual may resort to excessive consumption as a means of temporary escape or comfort, ultimately leading to the erosion of discipline, degradation of health, and loss of oneself.

The parallels between Gluttony and the pursuit of power are striking. Both involve an unrelenting drive, a breach of self-control, and a disregard for consequences. The consequences of Gluttony are manifold, affecting not only the individual but also their relationships and overall well-being.

WRATH

Wrath, also known as anger or rage, is an intense emotional state characterized by a strong, uncomfortable, and non-cooperative response to a perceived provocation, hurt, or threat. This emotion is often accompanied by physical effects, including increased heart rate, elevated blood pressure, and increased levels of adrenaline and noradrenaline.

When an individual experiences anger, it can become the predominant feeling, influencing their behavior, cognition, and physiology. In some cases, anger can serve as a functional response to a perceived threat, prompting the individual to take action to protect themselves or others.

However, uncontrolled anger can have devastating consequences, negatively impacting personal and social well-being, as well as the well-being of those around them. Chronic anger can lead to various physical and mental health issues, including increased stress, anxiety, and cardiovascular disease.

Moreover, anger can impair an individual's ability to think critically and make sound judgments, leading to mistaken perceptions and actions. The loss of self-monitoring capacity and objective observability can result in a distorted view of reality, further exacerbating the negative consequences of uncontrolled anger.

SLOTH

Sloth is a habitual disinclination to exertion, characterized by laziness, affectlessness, and a lack of feeling about oneself or others. This mind-state gives rise to boredom, rancor, apathy, and a passive, inert, or sluggish mentality.

Physically, Sloth manifests as a cessation of motion and an indifference to work, expressed through idleness, indolence, and a failure to undertake tasks or duties. This can be driven by an underlying fear of failure, leading individuals to delay or avoid responsibilities until stress and anxiety take over.

Emotionally and cognitively, Sloth is characterized by a lack of feeling for the world, others, or oneself. It involves an alienation of the sentient self from the world and from oneself, resulting in a lack of motivation to seek knowledge, self-improvement, or personal growth.

Sloth is thus the enemy of productivity, motivation, and meaningful work. It not only subverts an individual's livelihood and well-being but also hinders their righteous undertakings, leading to a path of ruin. By understanding the complexities of Sloth, we can better recognize its signs and symptoms, and take steps to overcome its debilitating effects.

Life's Path

When our path takes a new turn, it's natural to feel disoriented. As we adapt to the change, we may start to feel a sense of stability and permanence. But this is an illusion. Life is inherently dynamic, and our paths can change direction at any moment. In fact, a path once bent is always susceptible to new changes, especially when the original change was triggered by an outside force. This can create a ripple effect that continues to shape our journey, reminding us that change is an ongoing process, and our paths are never fixed.

Top 10 Favorite Films From Each Decade

1910s

1. The Birth Of The Nation (1915)

2. Frankenstein (1910)

3. The Immigrant (1917)

4. Cabiria (1914)

5. Intolerance (1916)

6. Broken Blossoms (1919)

7. Little Nemo (1911)

8. Gertie the Dinosaur (1914)

9. After Death (1915)

10. Umirayushchiy lebed (1917)

1920s

1. Metropolis (1927)

2. Nosferatu (1922)

3. The General (1926)

4. The Phantom Of The Opera (1925)

5. Battleship Potemkin (1925)

6. The Man Who Laughs (1928)

7. Greed (1924)

8. Pandora's Box (1929)

9. The Passion of Joan of Arc (1928)

10. The Cameraman

1930s

1. Scarface (1932)

2. The Public Enemy (1931)

3. Angels With Dirty Faces (1938)

4. G Men (1935)

5. Little Caesar (1931)

6. Gone With The Wind (1939)

7. Lady Killer (1933)

8. The Roaring Twenties (1939)

9. Petrified Forest (1936)

10. The Mayor Of Hell (1933)

1940s

1. Yankee Doodle Dandy (1942)

2. White Heat (1949)

3. Casablanca (1942)

4. City For Conquest (1940)

5. Citizen Kane (1941)

6. Larceny Inc. (1942)

7. The Maltese Falcon (1941)

8. The Outlaw (1943)

9. The Philadelphia Story (1940)

10. It's A Wonderful Life (1946)

1950s

1. Rebel Without A Cause (1955)

2. Godzilla (1954)

3. Journey To The Center Of The Earth (1959)

4. Vertigo (1958)

5. 12 Angry Men (1957)

6. Babydoll (1956)

7. Suddenly, Last Summer (1959)

8. Rear Window (1954)

9. The Last Hurrah (1958)

10. Cat On A Hot Tin Roof (1958)

1960s

1. The Time Machine (1960)

2. Cleopatra (1963)

3. Batman The Movie (1966)

4. West Side Story (1961)

5. James Bond From Russia With Love (1963)

6. Psycho (1960)

7. Bonnie And Clyde (1967)

8. The Valley Of The Dolls (1967)

9. 2001 A Space Odyssey (1968)

10. The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly (1966)

1970s

1. The Godfather (1972)

2. Rocky II (1979)

3. 1776 (1970)

4. A Clockwork Orange (1971)

5. The Warriors (1979) 

6. The Godfather Part II (1974)

7. Superman (1978)

8. Animal House (1978) 

9. Grease (1978)

10. 1776 (1972)

1980s

1. Full Metal Jacket (1987)

2. Die Hard (1988)

3. The Karate Kid II (1986)

4. The Lost Boys (1987)

5. The Last Dragon (1985)

6. Predator (1987)

7. Batman (1989)

8. Back To The Future (1985)

9. Best Of The Best (1989)

10. Howard The Duck (1986)

1990s

1. Prayer Of The Rollerboys (1990)

2. Class Of 1999 (1990)

3. Fight Club (1999)

4. Blood In Blood Out (1993)

5. Hackers (1995)

6. Brainscan (1994)

7. Kids (1995)

8. Boondock Saints (1999)

9. Demolition Man (1993)

10. Terminator 2 Judgment Day (1991)

2000s

1. The Dark Knight (2008)

2. The Departed (2006)

3. Sin City (2004)

4. Basic (2003)

5. Ocean's 11 (2001)

6. Queen Of The Damned (2002)

7. V For Vendetta (2006)

8. The Count of Monte Cristo (2002)

9. Swordfish (2001)

10. Star Wars Revenge Of The Sith (2005)

2010s

1. Avengers Infinity War (2018)

2. Avengers Endgame (2019)

3. John Wick (2014)

4. The Town (2010)

5. Unstoppable (2010)

6. Rogue One (2016)

7. X-Men Days Of Future Past (2014)

8. In Time (2011)

9. Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 1 (2010)

10. Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 2 (2011)

2020s (so far)

1. Deadpool & Wolverine (2024)

2. Spider-Man No Way Home (2021)

3. Mortal Kombat (2021)

4. John Wick Chapter 4 (2023)

5. Black Widow (2021)

6. Top Gun Maverick (2022)

7. Free Guy (2021)

8. Zack Synder's Justice League (2021)

9. The Batman (2022)

10. The Many Saints Of Newark (2021)

Vicky

Here is another that I just don't learn my lesson with. Nice ass, good pussy, 7 out of 10 on the head, she's young though only 27 and I'm posting this on my personal blog just to remind me just like the other one I need to stop being Captain Save-a-HOE.