Saturday, May 24, 2025

The Memories

Sad Truth

Unfortunately, there comes a point in life where you have to evaluate certain aspects of people's characteristics and cut ties with those who refuse to grow, even ones you've known for over 30 years. Another year older and another year the same; if you're not about growth and bettering yourself, I just can't fuck with you.

Tuesday, May 20, 2025

ECHOES IN THE NIGHT

Love's fleeting whispers, a siren's call lures me in, only to leave me to fall into the shadows, where darkness resides a place I've grown accustomed to, where heartache abides.

In moonlit nights, I search for a ghost a fleeting dream, a love that's lost the city's whispers, a melancholy hue a reflection of my heart, forever true.

I've danced with solitude, a waltz so fine a partner that understands my every line no tender touch, no loving gaze just the echoes of a love that's gone astray. 

In this desolate landscape, I find my home a place where love's illusion is forever unknown I'll wander, lost, in this endless night a soul forsaken, without love's light

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

THE WEIGHT OF THE THREAD

In shadows deep, where worries reside, a life of struggle, nowhere to hide. Each week a battle, a weary fight, surviving the darkness, longing for light.

Paycheck to paycheck, a fragile thread, a constant tension, a heart filled with dread. Will bills be covered? Will hunger cease? Uncertainty lingers, stealing all peace.

The future unknown, a veiled abyss, each step uncertain, a hesitant kiss of hope that flickers, then fades away, leaving behind a more somber gray.

Dreams lie dormant, ambitions suppressed, beneath the weight of constant duress. The spirit yearns for a brighter dawn, but the darkness lingers, relentlessly drawn.

A silent scream in the dead of night, a desperate plea for a guiding light. To break these chains, to rise above, and taste the freedom of a life filled with love, not just survival, but purpose and grace, to find a safe harbor, a comforting space.

Sunday, May 11, 2025

☝🏻

When it comes to people's passings I normally don't write anything about them especially when it comes to celebrities but this man right here had a profound impact on my childhood. My first ECW show was April 25th 1995 at 13yo and went to every show at the ECW arena from that point on & never missed. From the first time I saw Sabu he became one of my favorites. His feud with Taz was peak storytelling for ECW and was just WOW! Forever the TRUE hardcore icon. The homicidal, the suicidal, the genocidal #RIPSabu

Happy Mother's Day

Saturday, May 03, 2025

THE SEPULCHER OF SELF

In chambers vast, where shadows crawl, a sepulcher, my heart's dark hall. Each echoing beat, a mournful chime, marking the slow, decay of time.

No living soul dares venture near, this fortress built of doubt and fear. The gargoyles weep, a silent dread, for the pale ghost, within it, dead.

A tapestry of cobwebbed dreams, where fractured moonlight faintly gleams. Upon a throne of bone I sit, a monarch crowned by what I quit.

The ravens call, a somber choir, their voices rise, then fade, expire. A macabre dance, the dust motes spin, a lonely waltz, where life has been.

And in the depths, a chilling sound, the turning earth, in endless round. A cosmic ache, a silent scream, the universe, a lonely dream.

Is there an end to this despair? A light to pierce the stagnant air? Or am I bound, forevermore, to haunt this self, and bolted door?

Influencer

About 15 years ago if someone was called an "influencer," it often implied a negative manipulation or control over others, perhaps in a secretive or even slightly sinister way. It suggested someone was pulling strings behind the scenes.

Now, the term is almost entirely associated with social media personalities who build an audience and then leverage that platform to promote products, services, prostitution through only fans, or lame scam ideas. It's become a mainstream career path, and "influencer marketing" is a significant part of exploitation and advertising strategies.

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