The Perfect Gift

UP 1 GAME TO NONE!! FUCK NY!

Game #1 in the book for the fighting Phils. 1 game to none over the YANK-THESE. Cliff Lee P.I.M.P pitching CG, 6hits, 10 K'S & the 26 Mr. Chase Utley 2 sol jacks!!!! 3 more to go & back-to-back champs. Seen a banner on TV "08 DESTINY - 09 DYNASTY!!"

FUCK NY!

Tonight at 7:57pm (why this goofy time) the Phillies vs the Yankees in Game 1 of the World Seris & I cannot f*cking wait for the PHILLIES to destroy A-Riods & the YANK-THESE!!!

Skillet - Hero

YUMMY

HAHA

PHILLIES!

LUKE & EVAN (COUNTRY)

LUKE & EVAN (I'M TO SEXY)

EVAN (Ice Ice Baby)

THOUGHTS

Another late night awake, it's raining & cold and I'm lost. No reason or purpose just feel. I went out tonight but came back home early. I'm still thinking bout my dream from last night were I got shot in the head at the corner of Somerset & Frankfrod & when I walked by the spot where I got shot at in my dream I felt weird....I went on to the Dream Interpreter website & it said.....

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Shot:
To dream that you are shot, represents a form of self-punishment that you may be unconsciously imposing on yourself. You may have done something that you are ashamed of or are not proud of. If you are shot and come back as a different person, then it indicates that you to start fresh. You want to wipe the past away and literally become a new person.

strange, though I do wish I was a new person & could get out of this self imposed circle before I do end up a body on the street laying in a pool of my own blood. Life is a curious beast.

SPEAKING OF BEATINGS....

This one minute & sixteen second video always brings a smile to my face & fills my heart with warmth......a true classic & one that will always be my all time favorite.

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RODNEY KING BEATING (03-03-1991)

FRIDAY FUN

OK so here I am 5:30 in the am and my night was pretty chill, nothing spectacular but interesting & pretty funny. When to the bar (like every Friday) which that has to come to an end, & typical night & go back to the house with a couple of my peoples & from 2:45am till 4:45am myself, Ellen, Diana, AJ, Keith & Chuck where the Siskel & Ebert... well wait Siskel & Roeper of porn......yeah...adult beverages & adult films.....nice Friday :)...on a lighter note BOUT TIME Diana & Keith hooked up, bout 39.4 years in the works!!! And you know why?? CAUSE DMD SAID SO!!

THOUGHTS

I hear the mountains in the way they laugh up & down their blue sides & down in the water the fish cry & the water is their tears. I listen to the water on nights I drink away the sadness & it becomes so great I hear it all around me. it becomes my clock, it becomes knobs upon my dresser, the paper on the floor, a shoehorn, a laundry ticket, the cigarette smoke that climbs a chapel of dark vines. It matters little. Love is not so bad or very little life what counts is waiting on walls. I was born for this, I was born to hustle roses down the avenues of the dead.

LIFE IS A STORM

Life is a storm, you bask in the sunlight one moment be shattered on the rocks the next, what makes you a man is what you do when that storm comes , you must look into that storm & shout do your worse for I will do mine, & then the fates will know you as you know yourself as a man!!

NIGHTMARE WALKING

I am a nightmare walkin', psychopath talkin', brain deteriorating cause of x pill poppin', I got more troubles what ever you got it doubles & triples & quadruples having fantasies of licking nipples & eating noodles........drugs take the pain away, used to have a lot of love but now it just fades away the fact that women love DMD & they open their legs 4 a psychopathic lunatic that's so fucked up in the head is beautiful............

THROW BACK

COCAINE 101

Cocaine (benzoylmethylecgonine)

1. What is cocaine?

a crystalline tropane alkaloid that is obtained from the leaves of the coca plant. The name comes from "coca" in addition to the alkaloid suffix-ine, forming cocaine. It is a stimulant of the central nervous system and an appetite suppressant. Specifically, it is a serotonin-norepinephrine-dopamine reuptake inhibitor, which mediates functionality of such as an exogenous catecholamine transporter ligand. Because of the way it affects the mesolimbic reward pathway.

Pure cocaine was first used in the 1880s as a local anesthetic in eye, nose, and throat surgeries because of its ability to provide anesthesia as well as to constrict blood vessels and limit bleeding.

Cocaine was formerly used in Coca-Cola. It was supposed to relieve people from fatigue and made them feel good.


2. Why do people use cocaine? What does it feel like? How do people use cocaine?

People use cocaine because it is a stimulant that is highly addictive and it is an appetite suppressant. It has been thought of as producing a euphoric sense of happiness and increased energy.

This substance can be snorted, smoked, or injected. When snorted, cocaine powder is inhaled through the nose where it is absorbed into the bloodstream through the nasal tissues. When injected, the user uses a needle to release the drug directly into the bloodstream. Smoking involves inhaling cocaine vapor or smoke into the lungs where absorption into the bloodstream is as rapid as by injection.

Cocaine can also be chewed or sucked on. If you chew or suck on it, the cocaine can be slowly absorbed through the mucous membranes. This results in lower blood levels than compared to snorting cocaine or sniffing it. When it is snorted, the cocaine usually travels high up into the nasal passages. It is absorbed from there quite rapidly and reaches the brain rather quickly.


3. What are the effects of cocaine on the body?

It can cause the user to feel a primary "rush" or sense of well-being, of having more energy, and being more alert.

Deaths related to cocaine effects are often a result of cardiac arrest or seizures and respiratory failure. Some of the short-term cocaine effects first time users experience includes increased energy, decreased appetite, and increased heart rate and blood pressure.

Short-term cocaine effects include:
·Increased blood pressure
·Constricted blood vessels
·Dilated pupils
·Mental alertness
·Increased energy
·Increased heart rate
·Decreased appetite
·Increased temperature

People who try cocaine often get hooked to the short-term cocaine effects, namely feeling as though they have increased energy. The quick high keeps users feeling energetic and able to endure longer in physical activities. New cocaine users often try cocaine to increase productivity at work and in other areas of their lives so that they can work longer and harder. While these results may seem promising in the beginning, increased tolerance and dangerous life choices often follow repeated cocaine use.

YOU CAN BECOME ADDICTED TO COCAINE THE VERY FIRST TIME YOU USE IT, SO DON'T START!

Long-term cocaine effects are noticeable as cocaine abuse continues and tolerance builds. Since cocaine is a highly addictive drug, it can lead to major medical complications and health problems. Some of the these complications include heart disease, heart attacks, respiratory failure, strokes, seizures, and gastrointestinal problems and profuse bleeding from the nose. Other physical symptoms include convulsions, nausea, blurred vision, chest pain, fever, muscle spasms, and coma.

As the habit of using cocaine becomes increasingly important, behavior such as lying, cheating, stealing, absenteeism at work and denying the use of cocaine, is an evident side effect. While these behaviors are not directly related to the use of cocaine, these cocaine effects are often present due to the lifestyle of the addict.

Other long-term cocaine effects include:
·Addiction
·Paranoia
·Irritability
·Restlessness
·Auditory hallucinations
·Mood disturbances

With continued use, many cocaine addicts develop a higher tolerance for the drug over time. Addicts are also said to "chase the high"; meaning they continue to use cocaine seeking the feeling they felt the first time they used it. For people addicted to cocaine and cocaine effects, this high will never again be felt in the same way, and this addiction can lead to insanity and death.

There are also some reproductive effects from cocaine. Newborn babies have been reported to be below the normal size. The mothers of the babies admitted to abusing cocaine. They are known as "crack babies." It takes about three months for the deficiencies to lessen. It takes 24 months for them to fully recover.


4. What are the effects of cocaine on the mind?

Some effects of cocaine on the mind are restlessness, irritability, and anxiety. Many addicts report that they seek but are not able to achieve as much pleasure as they did from their first exposure.


5. What are signs of cocaine addiction?

Cocaine smokers also suffer from acute respiratory problems including coughing, shortness of breath, and severe chest pains with lung trauma and bleeding.

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COCAINE IS BAD BUT IT IS FUN!

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OBAMA AND THE PHILLIES