Challenge Yourself

Weird Dream

I was very lucid about where I was. It was in the past in the year 2001 and I knew I was in the past like I realized that I was in a year that I'm not supposed to be in and that I'm from the year 2023 and I knew that unfortunately my mom was deceased and so is my dad like this really got me fucked up people I don't know what this was about I even noticed elements of my old room on Somerset where how I had them in 2001 even things that I forgot about years ago like the clothing that I had like things that I've lost through the years like pants and shorts and shirts and jewelry that were stolen from me really when I went to jail and they disappeared and I remember them even now like huh? I was trying to tell my mom that I'm not from this year and Everything that I done in my life through experience like the overdoses the bad choices with women the ignorance I showed when I was younger the bad choices I wanted to make right because I had them experiences but it was 2001 I don't get it. I know it's just a dream but how did I know all this?

ACCEPTANCE

is the answer to everyone of my problems. When I am disturbed, it's because I find some person, place, thing or situation - some fact of my life unacceptable to me an I can find NO peace until I accept that things happen the way they are designed to happen in whatever moment no matter how I was t them to go. Nothing, absolutely NOTHING happens in this existence by mistake. I accept life on its terms not mine. When I tried to control everything I found NO happiness and since I have accepted things are the way they are life has been a lot easier and I am grateful and humble by life. I no longer concentrate on what needs to be changed in the world to accommodate me, I understand the only thing I can control is my behaviors, my attitude, my out look on things. Though this life of mine has cause me great pain, half due to my own ignorance, I am blessed to have gone through what I have gone through. I take my mistakes, analyze them, figure what I did wrong and correct it so it never happens again. 

Hi

Storm

Life is a storm, you bask in the sunlight one moment, shattered upon the rocks the next, and even though things are shining bright and I am happy with what I have achieved thus far the storm of darkness is raging inside me but I will NOT and CANNOT allow that darkness to cast its shadow over me for long.

Freedom Cakes Speical Luna Cafè

Damn I miss the kitchen. I enjoy demo but gotta get back in the business. I have my culinary arts degree and servsafe so fuck it

DMD

DMD and gUiLTy·bY·DeSiGn iNc.™ in the ASYLUM for the beautifully illuminated dOnNoMeNaL mind proudly present; PURE chaos that is crammed into a certifiable giggle, "Beautifully soulless catastrophic waves of distant memories and exquisite illusions that masquerade in a forgotten past that never existed. 

H.O.W

Honesty 

Openness 

Willingness

Chaos Crammed Into A Certifiable Giggle

Running through my mind are beautiful blissful catastrophic waves of distant memories and exquisite illusions that masquerade in a forgotten past that never existed.

Paint Boredom