Sunday, December 31, 2017

Mom


  • 7 years ago, December 31, 2010 my heart 💔 was crushed and my 🌎 world flipped upside down and all around. It was the day that I started my decent into 🙅 not caring weather I lived or died because it was the day that the matriarch, the ✊ rock, the glue of my 👪 family, my mommy MaryAnn Josephine DiGiacomo was taken. For the longest time I was bitter. My mommy only knew me as the wanna be gangster I portrayed. The lazy bum, loser 👎 who expected everything to be handed to him due to a misplaced sense of entitlement. She didn't witness me go to college, work and become a man. My heart ❤️ has yet to heal and probably never will. I miss my mom so much. I never would have been homeless at a few points in my life. I seriously doubt I would have went to multiple rehabs and would not have had 5 stints in a psych hospital (where I met female mistakes!) I miss her so much. The old adage of: You never know how much they mean till they are gone. Truer words have never been written! 



Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Reality is that..

I don't really see me making it to 36 in April, which is four months away. I just really don't care anymore. I rather go out like I thought I would when I was younger and fantasied about. A hail of gun fire, a shoot out with the police. Nothing to really live for  anymore. Trey iX № 4 mE!


Observation

Video 📹 killed the radio 📻 star and reality killed the video 📼 star.

Friday, December 08, 2017

For What It It Is Worth

Lot of thinking lately and I am looking at past relationships and do realize where I was wrong. Why I ended up in jail and what led to it.  I don't hold any grudges and though a part of me would like to tell this person I am sorry (cant due to legal reasons) for what it is worth, what I did to hurt said person, I truly am sorry. At the time we met I was in a bad place and we rushed. I will let it be. Only writing this out to get it out of me. Amore Sempri.

Monday, November 20, 2017

HUH?!

How the FUCK this get in with my cloths that Anthony had?  

I was robbed by "her" for my things to begin with and then "she" went nuts. I did meet "her" in friends so what did I expect? ☀ and 🌹's!!!

Though I would like what is mine returned and I'd do the same being that I would like to put away wasted time in this case 6 LONGGG months, I am not holding my breathe on that one. 

Der judens!!!! 

Friday, November 17, 2017

Number 135: AMBER

Well "victim" 135 was completed last night. Amber. Don't have a pic of her though 😢...YET! I'll get it. A repeat performance will have to be required.

In all honesty I only fucked her to get a nut off since I was backed up for 7 months due to certain situations. Partly my fault but do know I will NEVER end back up in jail again. I said it before and I will say it once more that on the souls of my children and with every ounce of life that is in me, the ONLY court that will be held with me again will be the one in the streets staring the police on one side and me on the other, and yes I will die but I will not die alone. I always said I will either become famous or infamous!

I am actually really focused on this 23 soon to be 24 year old Fallon. She is a good girl. I dig her. Met her in Kirkbride and we fucked around a bit in there but nothing major and I can see something with her. Just PRAYING that it is not another symptom of me being attracted to damage. Who knows?!!

Guys My Age


Wednesday, November 15, 2017

WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE?!

Oooh, what do we have here? Another scrumptious young plaything straight out of fantasy and into me reality? And she smells new mio amore's, like fabric softener dew on freshly mowed astro turf...and I know I don't scare her cause me and her get along just like fire hoses...when we get turned on there's bound to be flames!!

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

To The Black Man


J.M.L

I will never choose another over you. You ride with me like a TRUE woman. I deeply love you Jess!!
Well I posted this originally on 1/25/17 and well...
BULLSHIT! 
I LIED!!

Every time I'm around you something goes wrong and fucked up. Break my hand, overdose and DIE, you know out of this world shit!

 You turned your back on me when I was down. When you were down I put money on your phone, wrote, send letters and what I get from you? Not even a FRIENDLY letter of encouragement which is what I asked cause I DO NOT WANT YOU. Wanted to be friends but yeah umm NOPE!

So with that said BUH BYE!

(I'll be the #deadbeat)

#Truth

Says It ALL!


Saturday, November 11, 2017

Guess who's back!

Thought I was a vicious fuck before.... wait till now.  I have 7 months of built up anger! ALL those who crossed me I have paybacks for!  Oh in a legal way. Like pressing theft charges courtesy of my lawyer Peter Bowers. Also cutting off or cut off ALL the faggot counterfeits who claimed to be my friends but where ghost when I was down because of some cunt. Cut off Jess as well cause hey lets face it I got what I wanted from her and she was a rehab fling anyway.
Talking about rehab only thing that did come out of the situation was I met someone while in Kirkbride. I really dig this chick Fallon. She is a good girl and someone I will give my ALL into!
Man does not create the demon. The demon fuels the man. Don't paint your face to become a demon, peel your skin to reveal it.


Saturday, March 18, 2017

Aries!

 

Astrology Aries March 21 - April 19

Aries Strength Keywords:

- Independent
- Generous
- Optimistic
- Enthusiastic
- Courageous

Aries Weakness Keywords:

- Moody
- Short tempered
- Self-involved
- Impulsive
- Impatient

Aries and Independence:

Aries personalities are independent. Being the first of the zodiac signs, they venture out and are go-getters, often leading the way. Their upbeat and magnetic personality often entices others to follow their lead because Aries personalities bring excitement into others lives.
 
Aries and Friendship:
Aries are good friends, they always look out for their friends with caring and generosity and will protect them should the need arise and encourage them with their natural optimism. If confronted, Aries can turn to be quite childish, they will fight back with their agressive nature and are known to have temper tantrums should they not get their way.

Aries and Business:

Aries are activists. If a business idea comes their way, they tend to plunge right in. Aries are more then willing to take a gamble and follow their dreams and goals. However, if success is not immediate, they tend to lose interest and give up easily. Aries are notorious for not finishing what they have begun. This is due to the low tolerance for boredom and lack of patience. If the excitement is gone from their business idea, they go off and search for it elsewhere.

Aries Temperament:

Independence is key to Aries astrology, they do not like to take orders from others and enjoy getting their way. They can get childish or moody should they be given orders that they do not like. Aries easily take offense to comments made. Aries are self-involved and can be self-centered, if they do not pay attention to the feelings of others, Aries can easily become spoiled and resented by others. In order to get their way, Aries will tell a lie if it seems advantageous to do so. They are however, not very good liars and other people can usually see through them.

Aries Deep Inside:

Underneath the strong, independent surface may lie insecurity. This is due to the intense drive to succeed and Aries put too much pressure on themselves, thus resulting in self-doubt however, the natural optimism and enthusiasm overtakes this and the underlying insecurity may never be known to others.

Aries in a Nutshell:

Aries is the first of the zodiac signs. Aries is the sign of the self, people born under this sign strongly project their personalities onto others and can be very self-oriented. Aries tend to venture out into the world and leave impressions on others that they are exciting, vibrant and talkative. Aries tend to live adventurous lives and like to be the center of attention, but rightly so since they are natural, confident leaders. Aries are enthusiastic about their goals and enjoy the thrill of the hunt, "wanting is always better then getting" is a good way to sum it up. Aries are very impulsive and usually do not think before they act - or speak. Too often Aries will say whatever pops into their head and usually end up regretting it later!

Aries Love, Sex and Relationships

What it's like to date an Aries Man:

An Aries man has a lust for adventure so if you are thinking about having a relationship with an Aries man, be prepared for fast-paced adventure, novelty and excitement. He is always eager to try new things - including relationships. That is not to say that every Aries man will only provide an exciting and short-lived relationship, but this is usually the case. He might stick around if you are the type of woman that enjoys having the man take the lead and basking in his glory. He enjoys challenge so if you are the woman to offer challenges to him - like playing hard to get - he might stick around longer. Remember, this man is all about the thrill of the chase. Do not however, act as if you don't care about him. He needs you to be "swept off your feet" by him. Appear innocent- hard-to-get and he will be wrapped around your little finger. Never take advantage of the Aries man because his short temper will turn into a fury of anger and he way leave and never look back.

Aries Erogenous Zone:

The head is Aries' most powerful erogenous zone. Stroking their hair and rubbing their scalp will make them feel relaxed and heighten their sensations. Nibble the ear, for especially the men, they will not be able to resist this, he will get uncontrollable urges and you will soon be all his!

Sex With Aries:

The Aries zodiac sign is straightforward, aggressive and adventurous and this is reflected in their approach to sex. Expect it to be physical, quick and rough, they like to dominate and have the upper position.

You do what all suede kittens do...

On hands and knees, you lap up the milk of me... and we purr, kitten, like dragonflies buzzing around frog bellies.

Wednesday, March 01, 2017

Thursday, February 23, 2017

Combichrist - Fuckmachine




You're such a dirty whore,
You're such a dirty whore,
You're such a fucking slut,
You're a filthy slut,
You are my fuck toy,
You are a fucking toy,
You get what you deserve,
It's fucking beautiful!!

SHUT UP AND SWALLOW

HBD SIS

Now your a year past 40 and still I thank you for turning 40 before me +1!!! 
🎂🍸 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🍥🍰

Thursday, February 16, 2017

Infatuation...

I am every women's infatuation across this whole entire nation, they like the pulsation but they love the penetration and I can sense the frustration since all they get is masturbation you could use your imagination but maybe if your lucky DMD can give you a demonstration.

Friday, February 10, 2017

Thug 4 LIFE!

Let's Us Play Pong!


Anarchy

Anarchy is the condition of a society, entity, group of people, or a single person that rejects hierarchy.

Government

Our government teaches the whole people by its example. If the government becomes the lawbreaker, it breeds contempt for law; it invites every man to become a law unto himself; it invites anarchy.

There is NO such thing as a hero...

Do not fear the army of wolves lead by the sheep, fear the army of sheep lead by the wolf.

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