HaHaHa

As a January 30, 2019 edit. Not so funny. Addiction never is. Got demons I gotta try and fight. My babies need me and so does Jessica.

Exert From My Book

I am writing a book about what I've done, seen ect in my life. The craziness just remebering it. Here is a preview for LOST IN THE WAVES....

CHAPTER THREE: Chaos

I always been addicted to a life of insanity, always in the middle of something. Just being a trouble maker was always fun. Doing things normal kids wouldn't even think  about. Even young my greatest ambition was to die in a hail of bullets with the cops and forever be remembered by the streets as the bit of choas crammed into a certifiable giggle I carved myself out to be.

Being apart of The Track Crew aka CMF is what I enjoyed. We where called this cause the rail road was right there and me and we were all Crazy Motha Fuckaz . A few friends and I would walk up the Village by the Factory and fuck around on the tracks all day. Throw rocks at SEPTA or the traffic below depending on what bridge we where near, be chased by Conrail and Dodge being shot by salt guns. Train hop.

I would do whatever it took to make money. I sold drugs on the streets, was the first individual to sell herion in Kensington at the age of 13 (1995). Before it was just a weed or Xanax hood but I helped change it. 1995 is when I really began my decent into the streets with the aforementioned drug dealing but before that came..

FUCK Breast Cancer

I wear this pink shirt for my sister Debbie who 3 years ago sucombed to #breastcancer. Rest simply sis.

Switch

I need to get my probation switched out of Philly. Cannot leave the state WTF cannot leave the COUNTY and it sucks and bullshit. I miss Brooklyn. Trying to do right feels wrong but I am trying.

I got to report Monday the 20th. I had to put it aside because more important things had to happen before I do. 1: My pops mental and physical state are above everything cept me kids. 2: Job situation and getting accustomed to working a golf course. Lot of machines I never heard of, enjoy it though. 3. FIR and 4. Outpaient BULLSHIT. Charges where not drug related so why?

FYI it's sexual harassment to watch me urinate. Plus my probation is an illegal sentence. Too much time for a BS charge. Oh well gotta report so I will, unless I die in my sleep or get killed. Maybe even "wrap it up"....naw love me too, too much plus I wanna bang Stacey.

#iAMaGOD

Only IF

No man should ever hit a WOMEN but some times a BITCH deserves it. #smackahoetribe

Orson Scott Card

Personal affection is a luxury you can have only after all your enemies are eliminated. Until then, everyone you love is a hostage, sapping your courage and corrupting your judgement.

Changes

Just got back out as of 7/28 and I had to change the url to this blog cause I don't want anymore bullshit from past psychos or anything. I will comply to everything that is required of me. I yield...for now. I will find a legal way out of my situation.