🇷🇺 DMD‘a Asylum For My Chaotic Mind 🇮🇹: September 2012

Friday, September 28, 2012

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Dr. Shelby, Daniel Bryan and Kane Diner (3)

Raw 9/24/2012

Dr. Shelby, Daniel Bryan and Kane Diner (2)

Raw 9/24/2012

Dr. Shelby, Daniel Bryan and Kane Diner (1)

Raw 9/24/2012

5 AM Thoughts

5 AM I can't sleep and on top of the heap of problems I have and the downward spiral I been on for the past two years and pretty much hitting rock bottom and becoming a schizophrenic house hermit comes more heartache, pain, and thoughts creeping in my mind that I just don’t need.

This Thursday the 27th is my mom and pops 44th anniversary, the following day Friday the 28th is my pops 64th birthday and I can’t celebrate it with him, again for the fourth time in six years because he is incarcerated, again, for BULLSHIT!! Two days after that Sunday the 30th should have been my mom’s 63rd birthday which is the second birthday of hers that she cannot celebrate because she unfortunately passed away while other people who deserve to die are still alive. No one in general just saying and I am bitter about it always will be because I was and still am and always will be a momma’s boy, proudly admitted. Then of course in a few months you have my mom’s favorite holiday coming up, Christmas which will again be the second year without her and then the following week the day she died December 31st New Years Eve, which is a day that I will never look at the same again.

Way to much bullshit for one person to handle. I know other people got it worse then me but WTF I been through it and around. I don’t need fake sympathy or empty empathy from "friends" or "family" I just want to move on with my life and try and better myself and I strive to do so but I take a step forward I get knocked back 50. Yeah I'm just venting my heart, better at writing what I feel then saying it aloud, just hard times for DMD and shit don't quit.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Sunday, September 09, 2012

Eagles vs Browns

Eagles win 17-16 starting the season 1-0 but Vick threw 4 picks and threw the ball 54 times. Yeah he did put together a 91 yard game winning drive to LUCKILY save the Eagles from an embarrassing loss but still having Vick throw 56 times is not a good look for the Eagles.

He has never been this type of player. We got a beast in #25 McCoy, even though he got his 20 carries and 100+ yards plus 6 catches, Andy Reid got to be smarter then this. Pass Vick 30-35 times and have McCoy run in 25 times and give McCoy's backups like Dion Lewis and Bruce Brown 5 carries each to BALANCE the offence.

Reid has always been and probably will always be a pass happy coach, it's a pass happy league where the running back is not as appreciated as it once was but WTF we should have whipped the floor with the Cleavland Browns.

Maybe it was rust, he only had 6 snaps in the pre-season but if things don't look up Baltimore is going to bury their foots deep within our asses.

Positives though was the defense. Coleman and DRC had 2 picks each. Shows you that DRC was out of position last year and he is a very good corner. Ryans was a beast as well, played all downs throughout the game, Kendricks was sideline to sideline, we didn't generate much sacks but Babin and Cox got there's still good game defensibly HORRIBLE offensively.