Don’t think of cost. Think of value.
Sunday, January 24, 2021
Saturday, January 23, 2021
Friday, January 22, 2021
Drama 101
My aunt Toni is having chest pains because her two over the age of 40 kids live at home giving her nothing but headaches and her grandson stole $1,400 from HER home.
My friend Debbie W. had cancer but there is still some lingering issues, pretty close with her and her sister Amy. Then there is Kindra. The one that got away. The one who needed a man and I was a boy PLAYING thug, whore hoping, powder sniffing douchbag I WAS. She SHOULD be Kindra DiGiacomo and not what her last name is now! This women will FOREVER be in my heart 💜, she HAS cancer and Lupus and has had it for two years now and I am JUST finding this out which pisses me off due to the haze so been in for the past few years. Same thing with Debbie and my aunt.
Then there’s Melanie! ANOTHER Friends Hospital hook up. Think I would have learned my lesson with LBH and that fucking lying cunt that she was. Saying I’d hurt her dog. I loved that dog WAY more than I would or could EVER love you! #FACTS An who Melanie who if I didn’t get pregnant, which my son is due on July 25, 2021 and didn’t have that connection with WOULD see the REAL demon that is DMD! She thinks that I am vicious she has NO fucking idea how vicious I can actually be! Just ask ALF, JML, LBH! Them three SKUNTS! #SmackaHoeTribe
Yeah anyway day 88!
Mom
On December 31, 2010 my heart 💔 was crushed and my 🌎 world flipped upside down and all around. Not just me but my immediate family which eventually drove a wedged between my sister and I for a while but we made ☮️ peace before she too WAY to soon passed away.
December 31, 2010 was also the day that I started my decent into 🙅 not caring weather I lived or died and start shooting up coke and heroin because it was the day that the matriarch, the ✊ rock, the glue, the foundation of my 👪 family, my mommy MaryAnn Josephine DiGiacomo was taken and I no longer cared about ANYTHING.
For the longest time I was EXTREMELY bitter. My mom only knew me as the wanna be gangster I tried to portray. A 💵 money hungry, hoe hoping, lazy bum, loser 👎 who expected everything to be handed to him due to a misplaced sense of entitlement. She didn't witness me go to college or work or FINALLY become a man. Which I had a hiccup for 3 years BUT I am back on what NEEDS to be done! My heart ❤️ hurt for the longest until RECENTLY I wrote a goodbye letter to her which as I said in a previous post was TEN years in the making.
I miss my mom so much but today is not a day to be depressed, angry or bitter as I once WAS in the past. Today is a celebration of the 61 years of life she had that this 🌎 world 🌍 was FORTUNATE to have. There is an old adage: “You never know how much a person means to you util they are gone and you have no way of telling that you now know what they mean to you.” #💯%FACTS
Thursday, January 21, 2021
Wednesday, January 20, 2021
Tuesday, January 19, 2021
Know vs No
Know ❤️ LOVE ❤️: NO loneliness!
Know JOY; NO sadness!
Know LIGHT; NO darkness!
Know WHOLENESS; NO emptiness!
Know NOW; NO past!
Know TRUTH; NO lies!
Know STRENGTH; NO weakness
Know SELF; NO other!
Hawthorne Quote
No man can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude without FINALLY getting bewildered as to which one may be true.
Sweet
Had a HELL of a time! It was AWFULLY good! Like a house 🔥 fire 🔥! Really, REALLY wicked...dude! NEARLY died LOL! Drop dead gorgeous like ❤️ Ariana Grande ❤️! DAMN good. Dying to see you! Let's get it on! It's SO unreal in the feel!
Moments
I have had my moments, and if I could do it all over again I would have MANY more. In fact, I'd try to have NOTHING else. Just moments, one after another, moment to moment. Oh and I’d pick not daisies.
Sage Like Advice
ATTRACT what you EXPECT, REFLECT what you DESIRE, BECOME what you RESPECT, MIRROR what you ADMIRE.
Love 💕
To ❤️ love ❤️ is to suffer. To avoid suffering one MUST not ❤️ love ❤️, BUT then on SUFFERS from not ❤️loving ❤️. Therefore, to ❤️ love ❤️ is to suffer, not to ❤️ love ❤️ is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer so what I am saying is...❤️ LOVE ❤️ and SUFFER.
Monday, January 18, 2021
Fresh Start
Each day is a NEW beginning. NO matter what happened yesterday or what will happen tomorrow, TODAY is like a blank canvas on which you can paint WHATEVER.
For The Best
Meglio amici de lantano che memici d'appresso. (Better be friends at a distance than neighbors and enemies.)
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